~"~ ForEveR ThuRsDaY ~"~

2day early in d morning..
as my sis wanna go out 2 work..
sumthing happened..
sumthing tat my dad nva done b4..
except when i was stil in primary sch..
my dad done it 2 me..
but den i think it was nt serious..
wasnt as serious as 2day..
i was stun tis morning..
duno y wil happened..
everythings came suddenly..
i witnessed everything..

when i witnessed d whole scene..
my heart was again cracked..
it felt pain..
i nva wondered tis wil happened in my family..
wasai.. luckily i can hold my tears..
hehe.. ^.-
tis whole scene happened b4 i went 2 my tuition..

i done my things quickly b4 i went out..
i wanna gt away from tis hse as fast as possible..
i wanna gt away from my parents 2..
i dun wanna stayed a moment more..
haizz..
they gav me kinda a dissapointed feel..
but i noe tat they was heart-broken oso d..
v my sis..

its a kind of challenge 4 me..
pretend ntg was happened 2day..
avoid from my sad sad face..
dun wanna my frenz wondering wat happen 2 me..
so 2day kind of hard day d..
felt my heart kept on bleeding now..
very pain oso..
but ald used 2 it..
it bcum normal thing 4 me rite nw..

hope tat my tears wont drop anymore..
no matters wat happened..
no matters how pain i was..
jz dun wanna my tears drop even a single one..
i scared tat once my tears start 2 drop..
i was unable 2 stop it anymore..