@Lm0sT K!LLeD M!e __ [[ HoMeWoRk ]]

kerja amal n kerja amal !!!

tis kind of works surely wil gt me killed..

hate 2 do tis alot..

stress up my nerves..

nearly make me cant breathe..

always last min ony rush up my homework..

sumore i reli wanna kill ws..

she duno y always wanna argue bout bringing tissue..

4 d cny party at sch d o..

act she ald decided 2 bring d tissue ald d..

but stil wanna agrue..

haizz..

wat a ma fan d ''daughter'' !!

argue v her make my mood bcum more bad liao..

2day i reli angry of her..

after sch v sat at canteen 2 eat d [[ ony me ]]..

she keeps on talking bout d tissue..

i think it's jz a small things..

but she can make it bcum a big deal..

reli pui fuk her..

act i think tissue is nt necessary d ma..

coz if v wanna clean up d table oso gt d tablecloth ma..

n if d gals wanna clean their mouth oso they can use water n their handkerchief d ma..

so i cant think of a point y mz hav tissue lo..

n tat time i reli wanna go near 2 her n beat her lo..

haizz.. =.="

but ym told me tat mayb ws wanna ppl 2 support her on her opinion gua..

so i ald fade up 2 talk v her bout d tissue..

i jz hope tat d party wil gone smoothly on 16/2..

written by;
>> a person who nt reli noe wat ppl thinking <<
l.s.c.

! ! StRe$s FuLLy ~ TruMpeTer ! !

haizz...

every sat oso i wil felt stressful d o..

it's coz i duno how 2 play well 4 my trumpet..

tis make my head ''itchy''..

duno how 2 blow out d exact sound..

duno how 2 c d note..

ony can blow half way d..

not even a full song leh.. =.="

every sat oso i hope tat band can b cancel out..

but i like 2 blow trumpet d..

jz duno how 2 blow it nicely d..

T.T ~ felt wanna cry it out loudly ~

[[ hahaha.. tis blog reli short among those o.. bcoz i reli get out of idea la.. ]]

~ ** LuV ** ~ @cT Wat !s MeaN bY da WorD [[LoVe]] ??!!

erm.. 2day lets me write bout a blog bout love la..

hehe..n_n

wat u all thinks bout love leh ??

~ a things 2 b happy if u get it ??

~ a matter bout how important ur partner 2 u ??

~ a choice whether u wanna b in love ??

~ a way 2 impress ur love 2 ur beloved ??

~ or wat u think d word ''LOVE'' wil b [[ 4 u ]] !!

sumtimes, i think tat LOVE can b wonderful 4 everyone in tis world.. but it oso can b d most cruel matter 4 a person.. its bcoz LOVE can make a person 2 BETRAYED a bez fren, make a person 2 b CONFUSED, make a person bcum SELFISH in choosing new partner, make a person having a deep HURT, etc..

all those highlighted words seems not related 2 d word "LOVE"..

but i think it act does..

LOVE can make a person 2 bcum anyone @ do anything..

now i realised tat act LOVE is not tat important 2 me..

although i reli(x100) wanna a guy can cares n loves me..

everyday, every min, every sec..

but i think i scared 2 b hurt once again by any guy..

or mayb can b say tat i dun wanna myself 2 b cried 4 sumone..

i had a feeling of hurt by love 2 months ago..

at 1st i reli cried 4 him..

coz our relationship had bein a quite long period..

v had bein 2gather 4 bout 10 months..

but it jz can b destroyed within a day..

** 2 build a relationship need a yr**

** 2 destroyed a relationship jz need a day**

sumore my heart reli very pain..

it pain like having a cut on it..

a clean cut without bleeding..

mayb bcoz of tis time d clean n sharp cut on my heart..

i might need a long time 2 make my heart get well..

a long long long time probably..

An0th3r BloG @fteR @ LonG p3rioD !!

haha ~
after start sch cant always write my blog ald lu..
coz d time is nt enuf 4 me o..
everyday always busy 4 homework @ tuition @ studies..
haizz..
so unbelievable tat i ald sick 4 d 2nd week of sch..
ald 4 days sick jor ler..
very cham o..
fever cum 1st + whole body n eyes very pain ~ ~
den followed by sore throat ~ ~
n now i having a flu oso ~ ~
luckily no cough o..
if not i reli suffer lo..
hehe ^^


2day act need 2 go sl d hse n meeting d..
but i din go o..
coz 2day morning as i wake up..
my throat reli like a stone la..
as hard as i swallow my saliva oso very pain..
so i decided nt 2 go meeting 2day..

act y'day i ald try 2 find myself sum reasons nt 2 go thr..
coz i reli feel it weird 2 go her hse o..
duno wat make me feel so..
i nva tot 2 go her hse n do our meeting d o..
i noe tat i wont like it much d..
n i reli dun like it..
dun like go 2 her hse n meeting..
i noe tat v wil play more den doin our meeting discussion..
especially is ws..
she sure wil play v sl til crazy at her hse d..
n dia [[ captain of d soh poh gang ]] oso o..
hehe.. ^.*


2day sleep n sleep at hse..
sleep til myself oso blurr blurr d..
my headache reli attack my brain nerves strongly..
very pain ooo..
eyes oso like burning in d flames..
sure all tis happens 2 me la..
coz i m having a fever reached 100 degree Farenheit leh..
100 % fever o..
hehe..


{([ FeVeR DaYs oF Mie ])} +,+

HaHa ~ ~ ScH StaRt aGaiN Aft3r HoLs EnD

HMM.. 1st day of sch o.. feel ntg bout it.. jz thinking bout wat wil happens 2 me in 5 Intan tis yr leh ?? mayb more talkative ?? mayb more happy ?? mayb more stress ?? mayb more ''fan'' ?? mayb.. mayb.. MAYB WAT ??

@m i thinking 2 much ?? haha =p

i noe i was.. i jz hope tat 5 Intan tis yr wil b as happy.. as fun.. as close.. as enjoy as i was in 2 Melati last time !! coz almost all my frenz was thr in d same class v me tis yr.. at 1st of 2007 when i noe tat i get 7 A's n goin 2 b in 4 Akik.. i was extremely hoping tat i can b in d same class v my frenz.. but however when i get my result 4 d yr end exam i was terribly regret.. i hoping tat i wil b Akikian when Form 5 oso.. anyways i cant make it.. i stil hav 2 b out of Akikian's group.. hehe.. act i miss my Akikian's frenz much.. i stil can rmbr d time i was in Akik v them.. making fun n alot of noise 2gather.. v talk bout many things most of d time.. tat time was a sweet 4 me.. memorable time..

BUT i oso appreciate d time in 5 Intan oso o.. even now is ony d 2nd day of sch.. i wont miss out d time tat i can ony spend 10 months v my dearest frenz of all.. i wil try my best 2 make them happy @ fun @ stressfulness @ comfortable @ laugh at all times.. i wanna hav a enjoyable n memorable yr v them.. n oso very sweet 16/17 all 2gather.. all of them !!

ON d 1st day of sch i ald make fool v ws.. keke.. she act sit v fm.. but i quietly change her place v mine [[ 2 make a stupid fun v ws ]] when she go duty 4 SBPT.. but she din giv me any special response when i told her tat i wanna sit v fm n i ask her 2 sit v lc.. d most funniest time [[ 4 me ony la ]] happen o.. she jz pretend 2 sleep n ignored everyone when she sit v lc.. haha.. even is py oso noe tat she is weird.. looks not very ''song''.. she all d day oso d same kind of face.. not ''song'' d face.. act she reli wanna sit v fm d.. but.. she dun wanna make her mouth open n said v me tat she wanna sit v fm.. act its easy job d if she wanna sit v fm.. ''I WANNA SIT V FION !!''.. ald enuf 2 kick me off her place.. hehe.. however she din dare 2 open her mouth n say it out.. n d 1st day of sch ws ald bein fooled by me.. YEAHHH !! YEAHHH !! I MAKE IT A FOOLED ON WS !! xD

~ ~ ThinGs__Happ3n__LaTeLy ~ ~

31st of dec..

finally reach d new year eve..
however d new year eve 4 tis year is quite bored n unhappy 4 me la..
coz --> 1st. i cant go 2 ym d hse n stay over nite v them..
--> 2nd. i din go out of summer n play spray during d eve nite..
--> 3rd. suddenly add a person tat not ''ngam king'' v us..
haizzz..[[ disappointed ]]
a sien d new year eve of 2007 had gone..
jz bein like tis..
like a peaceful day..
ntg special new year eve..
hope d new year eve 4 2008 wont b like tis again !!!




1st of jan..

a new year had begin jz rite now..
2day early in d morning i wake up..
n prepare 4 our last swimming class v w.suet..
act my mood had bein bad since last nite d..
n i had 2 wait them now..
making my mood bcum more bad n bad lu..
i ald wait them at 7.xx am..
but when i call them they stil sleeping o..
lan fan zhu.. 3 of them.. among d 4 la..
den wat can i do ??
i jz wait them 2 get finish lo..
i wait them at d ''cah sat'' almost 1 hr..
tat time i was sitting alone at a table..
n i duno wat can i do 2 spend off d time..
so i jz order a cup of milo n slowly drink it..
hoping tat d time wil b pass as fast as possible..

finally they reach n meet v me at thr..
n v spend more 1/2 hr at thr oso..
coz they need 2 eat d..
2 get enuf energy when swiming later..

v take lrt 2 thr.. salak selatan..
from thr v walk 2 w.suet d hse..
along d journey v all kept silent..
none of us talk even a single word..
[[ a silent journey ]]..
til v reach w.suet d hse..

when swim ws n py jz sat on d bench n chat..
since they jz teman us d..
v swim n swim in d pool..
at a time w.suet n pj chat at a corner..
me n ym play n swim at another corner..
suddenly w.suet came near 2 me n ym..
den i look behind..
i look at pj..
i felt tat pj gt abit weird n odd..
she keeps on breathing non stop..
jz like she dun wanna any ppl cum near n talk v her..
den i ask w.suet wats wrong v pj..
w.suet told us wat happen lo..
after tat i looked bac 2 pj..
i heard she cried badly as she trying 2 exchange her breathe..
tat time i now she was crying..
but i din do anything 2 her..
din pujuk her.. din ask her anything..
coz i scared she wil cry more badly..
as v noe wat is her pro..
i jz watched w.suet go near pj..
n my moodbcum more worst from tat time..
d time tat i saw n noe pj was crying..
crying 4 her pro..

v jz change bac our clothes after finish swim..
n v all sat thr 2 wait 4 w.suet..
w.suet came n tel us tat her dad wil fetch us til lrt station..
but gt 2 ppl refused 2 join us o..
tat is py n ws..
both of them wanna go 1st..
both of them think tat d car is not enuf 4 so many ppl..
n they went off..
make me moer angry of them..
they jz cant think @ care bout pj d feelings..
mayb they duno wat act happening..
haizz.. suan la..

v went 2 ts n eat at gasoline..
me n ym din expect tat v wil go eat at gasoline..
coz both of us ald pk d..
v sat at gasoline even ald finish eat..
w.suet n pj go out 4 toilet..
n v duno tat w.suet ald pay 4 us..
she said tat its a belanja from her 4 our swimming graduation day o..
hehe.. she is nice..
v wait fo san 2 cum n join us..
but ym say she had 2 go bac at 2.30..
but den v wait 4 fo san ald 1 hr..
wait til me n pj felt sleepy..
at last v went 2 borders 2 lepak..
while waiting 4 him..
aiyoo..

suddenly i call py..
ask whr r them..
den said tat they r at sg wang..
i din expect they wil cum..
coz tat time i ald very tired n sleepy jor..
wanna go home.. but dun wan oso..
half here half thr d..
den py cal me bac saying tat they r cuming now..
act they dun hav 2 cum..
after a while fo san ald cum..
den they say wanna go c movie..
but i ald pk lu.. so din go lo..
den i jz lepak at borders v py n ws..
3 of us sit at a corner..
n v start our chat..
i keep on scolding ws..
coz of sumthing la..
i scold n scold..
scold non stop..
haha.. =p
act i m trying 2 ''fat sit'' myself abit oso d..
luckily ws can tahan v my scoldings..

phew~ ~ at last finish my blog now..
[[ act i m late 4 my tuition ald d..]]
hehe.. ^.^