<|> 3nD!nGs of My BLos$oM MaY <|>

- 28th of May -

quite tired 2day..
but stil goin out v fm n sis..
v go gai gai at jusco..
hmm.. wat a suprise o..
fm suddenly said tat she wanna changed her look..
den my sis bcum very expert o..
she helped fm 2 picked clothes..
walao ehh..
all oso very yeng o..
hehe =p
my sis kept on choosing d clothes..
den fm kept on trying d clothes..
den i jz stood thr n gav my opinion jer..
hehe.. very tired oso d o..
by jz standing thr n gav my opinion..
it nids energy n time oso d..
shopping reli nt very suitable 4 me..
but den if accompany frenz go shops oso can d..
keke..




- 29th of May -

2day woke up reli lazy..
wanna fall bek into sleep again la..
a very deep sleep..
ntg can wakes me up..
but my stupid bro opened cartoon n watched leh..
aiiyoo.. loudnya..
finally i gt up.. i went out n watched cartoon v him lo..
hehe..
den 2day stil d same.. stil d old days..
no whr 2 go.. duno whr 2 go.. duno who can accompany me..
haizzz.. [ so jz stay at home ]
fm go dating.. den ym, py n ws jz came bek from camp..
better let them rest rest ler..
2day nt feeling gud in mood..
coz since d hols was starting..
everyday in my life bcum blurr blurr d..
everyday d same..
same staying at home..
doin ntg except on9ing n watching tv..
very bored d.. din go out..
as i was grown up.. grown older..
realised tat many things in tis world is quite bored d..
last time wat cheers my life was..
frenzz.. hehe ^^

haiizz..
very kek sui la..
my sis was trying 2 get work d..
but den my parents wasn't allow..
so now she was ''lee ga chu zhao''..
at tis hr leh.. such a late time..
duno whr she gone oso..

so 2nite i wil take over d whole room lu..
haizz.. my brain almost gt explode d la..
tis 3 persons get me crazy d la..
how i wish tat i was sumwhr far from here during tis hols o..
(=.=)" --> [ suddenly wanna borrow a shoulder tim.. hehe =x ]




- 30th of May -

2day woke up soh soh d..
no ones at home..
mum n bro so out..

dad go out work jor..
n sis wont b at home 4 a few days d [ i think so la.. ]..

left me at home lo..
last nit argue v my parents bout my sis issue..
almost cant tahan my tears..
my parents were 2 protective jor..
n v oso 2 protected by them jor..
n oso v haven grown mature yet..
especially my sis..
ss was chatting v me when i was argueing v them..
she kept on asking me whether im okie..
i told her tat reli hope can had sumone in front of me..
n chat v me bout anythings.. jz anythings..
i think i makes ss worried abit oso la..
hehe.. sry o my dear ss..
den i off9 ald.. but stil msg v lc..
i think she reli one of my best frenz d..
coz whenever i need a person 2 chat v..
she wil suddenly appears n did chat v me..
i was very hapi tat time when she msg me..
at least she ald helped me 2 b okie abit jor..
(n_n)

jz now very gan jeong lo..

ws d mum cum 2 berjasa n fetch her home leh..

den me, py n ym sit at berjasa n chat..

coz rain cant go home..

den d weather very cold oso..

but i stil go 7-11 buy slurrpy drink leh..

hehe.. [ sengaja wan ]

2ml mz go out jor..

coz dun wan stay at home n gv my parents disturb me..

ask me tis n tat bout my sis..

so hav 2 go out n pak toh v py..

luckily 2ml gt py teman me er..

coz no one free 2ml except her..

keke.. =D

haizzz..

at tuition centre my mum kept on calling my fone..

very mang d lo..

she shud noe tat my fone was sot d..

once sumone was kept on calling me..

sure my fone wil shut down d..

but she stil kept on calling..

so at last i wil hav 2 borrow ym d fone n cal her..

so pai seh o.. sure wil change my fone ald..

hmm.. duno whr 2 go 2ml la..

hav no idea at all..

- 31st of May -

2day was d last day of May jor ler..

2day d whole day oso at outside..
nt at home.. dun wan at home oso..
2 avoid from my mum kept on asking me bout my sis..
very san fu d lo.. bcum their org tengah..
had 2 did all d asking n answering work..
2day go out v py n watched movie..
* my wife is a gambling maestro *
quite funny oso d tis movie..
bt duno la..
quite mo liu oso d la..

after watched tat movie wanna c sumore d..

a horror movie d..

but when v bought d gal at d caunter asked us..

whether v r ages 18 n above anot d..

but tat gal kept on looked at py n asked her tis ques..

hahaha =D

py do not looks like a mature gal oso d..

haizz.. if nt ar sure v gt watched tat horror movie d..
2day jz lepak v py at borders..
no whr 2 go. ntg 2 do..
i jz noe tat i dun wan stay at home..
jz now at summer.. my sis came..
den she said tat she wil bek around 12am..
den she told us d story bout her in tis 2 days..
wahh.. geng lo..
she did alot of things in tis 2 days which r nva done by herself b4 d..
when i heard tat time.. i was very =.=" lo..
can c tat my sis oso very enjoyed tis 2 days much..
v all her frenz..
haizz..
2day cant reli enjoyed myself la..
kinda prob kept on bothering my mind..
cant even relax myself oso d..
sumore 2day i felt quite tired n sleepy d..
anywayz la.. quite thx 4 my dear lou gong d..
coz she did accompany me all d day..
n she did all d payment oso d.. [ bt i wil had 2 pay her bek d.. ]
kaka xD ..

~ I Don't Wanna Know ~

:- LyRicS -:

Hold up, let me answer my phone
Some bitch callin me about some bullshit probably
I'ma call you right back
I'm doin this mixtape right here
Now back to what I was sayin

Somebody said they saw you
The person you were kissing wasn't me
And I would never ask you
I just kept it to myself

I don't wanna know
If your playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

Oh baby
I think about it when I hold you
When lookin in your eyes, I can't believe
I don't mean to know the truth
Baby keep it to yourself

I don't wanna know
If your playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

Baby taught you better then me (taught you better then me)
Then why you fall asleep (why you fall asleep)
Shove 'em off and stay, what you used to do to me (do to me baby)
If your better off that way (better off that way)
Baby what I like to say (all that I can say)
Go on and do your thing and don't come back to me
(Stay away from me baby)

I don't wanna know where your whereabouts or how you movin
I know when you in the house or when you cruisin
It's been proven, my love you abusin
I can't understand, how a man got you choosin (yeah)
Undecided, I came and provided ma
My undivided, you came and denied it (why?)
Don't even try it, I know when you lyin (I know when you lyin)
Don't even do that, I know why you cryin (stop cryin)
I'm not applyin no pressure, just wanna let you know
That I don't wanna let you go (I don't wanna let you go)
And I don't wanna let you leave
Can't say I didn't let you breathe
Gave you extra cheese (c'mon), put you in the SUV
You wanted ice so I made you freeze
Made you hot like the Western Beach (that's right)
Now it's time you invest in me
Cause if not then it's best you leave
Holla, yeah

I don't wanna know
If your playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

If your playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

If your playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

~ You Are Not Alone ~

:- LyRicS -:

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
You are not alone
All alone
Why, oh
Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
So forever can begin
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Then something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
And you are not alone
Oh...
Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
Fly...
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there
You are not alone
I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
You are not alone(You are not alone)
For I am here with you(I am here with you)
Though you're far away(Though you're far away)
I am here to stay(And you with me)
For you are not alone(You're always)
In my heart.....For I am here with you
Heart.....Though we're far apart
Heart.....You're always in my heart
For you are not alone
Not alone
You are not alone, you are not alone...
You just reach for me girl
In the morning in the evening
Not alone, not alone
And you with me, not alone
Oh, together, together...

<<>> FeeLs Cum SuDDenLy <<>>

2day stay at home again..
coz no whr 2 go ma..
den i clean up my messy room lo..
walao ehh..
so dirty la..
many dust oso..
clean up til i wanna sot liao..
from 3 til 7..
sumore i clean up d room all by myself leh..
tired o after clean up..
den ony can go bath..
very smelly la my body smell..
yuckkk..

when i was cleaning my desk..
my mum told me nonid 2 clean it so clean d..
coz im using sum kind of detergent 2 clean it off..
den she add sumore..
she told me tat when v move 2 our new hse..
tis desk wil left here d..
let those ppl who sewa my hse 2 use it d..
den i feel kinda feeling..
i reli wanna ask my mum 2 stop talking d tat time..

in my opnion la..
even d desk is old ald..
nt going 2 move 2 my new hse oso..
it doesnt mean tat i could jz left it thr..
n let it cover v dust..
as my mum told me 2 simply clean it up jer..
d more i wanna clean it up..
i wan everythings in my room looks nice..
since i was willing 2 clean them up leh..

i think d feeling tat i had tis evening was..
i prefer old things den new things..
although those new things was very attractive..
but 4 me old things wil gv me a welcoming feel..
more den new things..
hence i wasnt much like 2 move 2 my bakal new hse..
coz everythings wil b differ from now..
differ from everythings at my hse here..
feelings wil oso bcum differ at thr..
tats y everytime they mention bout d new hse..
i wil feel like wanna get away from them as far as possible..
so my reason nt going 2 move tis yr is SPM..
act i was trying 2 let myself stay at tis old hse as more as i could..

- i love my home, my hse - - i love it very much -


~_ Home _~

~_ Sweet _~

~_ Home _~

~ I BeLonG To Me ~

i belong 2 me


:- LyRicS -:


I belong to me...

It's not that I don't wanna share my life with you baby
It's just that I'm the one I need to be true to baby
And I won't give up me to be part of you
It's not that I don't wanna have you in my life baby
It's just you gotta know that it's got to be right baby
Before I open up my heart to you

I don't need somebody to complete me
I complete myself
Nobody's got to belong to somebody else

I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two
And if you're gonna love me
You should know this baby
I belong to me

I gotta let you know before I let you in, baby
That who I am is not about who I am with, baby
That don't mean I don't wanna be here with you
I do

I don't need somebody to complete me
I want you to know
I'll give up my love but I'm not giving up my soul

I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two
And if you're gonna love me
You should know this baby
I belong to me

Oh yea

Love don't mean changing who you are to be
Who somebody wants you to be
Nobody's got to belong to nobody

I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection

I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two
And if you gonna love me
You should know this baby
I belong to me

- 25th of May -

2day i sleep at 4 am o..
coz my parents nt at home ma..
so i gt my freedom lo..
hahaa xDD
act plan dun wan sleep d whole nite d..
but cant o.. hehe..
coz very sleepy jor..
sat wake up so early..
den finally on9 til 4 am lo..

2day d 9 am i wake up again..
ony sleep jor 5 hrs..
stil okie d la..
not reli sleepy.. stil can tahan d..
coz hav 2 go yum cha v them at 10.xx am d..
but o..
coz of sumore late den yum cha bcum 11.30 jor..
always d same person wil b late d..
tats py.. aiiyooo..
she stil can on9 tis morning o..
stil can chat v me at msn d..
aiyo.. she gets me into fire o..
wanna kil her jor..
everytime oso late..

den 3 of us [ ym, ws n me ] go 1st lo..
go mamat wait py lo..
den after tat they wanna go lrt station at 12.30 jor..
so v sit thr ony bout 1 hr..
den i went home lu..
they go lrt station lo..
- 1 hr outgoing -
hehe..

den i reach home n on9 er..
hehe..
reli hav ntg 2 do jor..
no ones at home..
no things 2 do..
den jz open d com n tv lo..
haha..
after sien jor on9 n tv..
go sleep again..
- pig -

sleep from 4 til 7..
aiyoo.. wake up headache er..
i wake up coz my stupid sis lo..
suddenly cum bek den wanna go into d room..
but my room d door lock ald..
no keys..
den she try 2 open d door kuat..
i was shocked by d sound..
swt =.="

hahaha..
2ml go jusco v fm n ss o..
go thr gai gai er..
xD

~ take me to your heart ~

:- LyRicS -:

Hiding from the rain and snow
Trying to forget but I won't let go
Looking at a crowded street
Listening to my own heart beat

So many people all around the world
Tell me where do I find someone like you girl

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true

They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away
Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart

Standing on a mountain high
Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky
I should go and see some friends
But they don't really comprehend
Don't need too much talking without saying anything
All I need is someone who makes me wanna sing
Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true
They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away
Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart

:: Mrs DiaRy ::

2day i wake up early n folo ws go bek church o..
around 8 am i wake up..
coz her dad wanna go out at 9 am ma..
den hav 2 b early lo..
wahh.. quite sleepy o..
lazy 2 wake up oso d..
den at 8.30 i go find ws lo..
hahaha.. she late jor..
i wait her from 8.30 til 8.45 leh..
she late 4 bout 15 mins..
tat time i wait at her hse downstairs ma..
i look at those dogs running n playing around..
i realise tat they r very cham lo..
those dogs was kept at d hse all d days..
jz ony at d morning can cum out n fooling around..
so i think every morning was their most enjoy moment each day..
every morning was their freedom time..
i oso very enjoy seeing them playing around..
feel kinda relax n joyful 2..
hehe.. wat a silly thought o..

den ws finally cum down ler..
after i cal her la..
v go da bao mee n buy sum biscuits 4 d refreshment..
den yorr...
when i buy biscuits tat time o..
i think i was dreaming d lo..
coz o..
d biscuits tat i buy was extremely nt enuf 4 d gals..
den i din realise oso d..
until i reach d church..
haha.. [ stupid o? ]
den i ask ws whether d biscuits is enuf anot..
she tel me nt euf d lo..
den i scold her..
scold her y she din tel me tat its nt enuf..
always wan myself realise d..
haizz.. geram la..
den v go out n buy sumore at one of d store nearby..
v buy biscuits n juice n oso ice..
very early lo when 2 of us reach d church..
its jz 9.xx am o..
early til i wanna sleep sumore at home la..
den v go into d brigade room lo..
2 wait they 2 cum ma..
den finally fm cum jor lu..
hehe.. so happy when c her o..
tot she din cum d..
sumore i happy coz she can cal py d..
hehehe..
my stupid fone no battery jor..
haizz.. everytime oso feel like wanna throw tat fone away d..

den d pess enrolment band start lu..
they all go out n practice..
jz left me, py n mh at d brigade room..
wahh.. sei lo.. reli wanna kill myself tat time..
at d brigade room o..
tat sei yan py o..
she gav me a sleepy face n eyes..
i wanna kil her tat time d..
sei yeh.. i hate when she show me tat kind of face lo..
make me more sleepy d..
den mh pula.. haizz.. another one..
evrytime saw him oso say wanna eat nasi lemak bungkus..
so fan la him.. wanna cover his mouth v cellophone tape..
tat time i was copying d songs lyrics o..
tis 2 persons reli gt me crazy jor..
den finally i go out v mh n og 2 buy wat they wan lo..
nasi lemak bungkus..

after cum bek v [pess gb pioneers] went 2 brigade room 4 meeting lo..
jz 4 of us ony..
hhahaha.. one things very funny d lo..
fm say she very angry when morning band d..
coz hav 2 take care of those gals involve in band performance..
they oso nt very cooperate d..
den when meeting fm d face very geng lo..
look like nt very song tat kind of feel..
den she oso sit in front of ws..
hahaha.. tat time ws nt brave enuf 2 hav a direct look 2 fm..
ws always like tat d when fm face look like tis..
den vanilla very bad lo..
she wrote d minutes half way ask me 2 help her o..
but can c tat she was nt feeling well la..
n she say tat she was hungry oso d..
den i help lo.. such a kind.. =p
den she went out 2 hav her breakfast [ i think la ]..
aiyoo.. wehn meeting o..
ws d fone keeps on ringing..
hp cal her [ might b ws d new lou poh ]..
wanna shoot her tat time jor..
always halfway meeting fone ringing d..
=.="

after meeting finish jor..
n help ws prepare d water 4 refreshment lo..
act is me incharge of d refreshment 2day d la..
but i din go ma..
after tat me n fm go bek lo..
both of us went 2 take bus..
v wait n wait.. n oso missed many bus..
those stupid bus nt stop oso d..
i almost wanna sleep at thr jor..
coz reli sleepy 2day..
while waiting 4 d bus v chat lo..
she tels me a secret o..
a secret y she nt free on thurs n fri..
hehehe..
at last a bus cum..

last nite o.. i was on9 n printing sumthings la..
ws very weird..
she asked me a ques..
she asked y i stil wanna b her fren..
since i was nt song many things bout her d..
n i ans her lo..
i say tat in my opinion..
i tink tat nt song n frenz r 2 differ things..
i wil nt song bout her coz i anggap tat she is one of my best my frenz..
i oso everytime nt song py la..
its d same reason d..
luckily py din ask me d same ques o..
if nt ar.. reli very kek sui lo..
wanna ans her ance again d same reason..

2day i tink my mood was nt very gud oso lo..
coz of period d..
even i was at home my tune was loud when talking 2 my family..
haizzz..
so lucky no ones was make me angry o..
if nt sure i wil scold badly d..
it goes same as fm oso la..
her mood nt gud 2day oso..
2day many of us was absent 2 church o..
me, fm, ym, dia..
so jz left vanilla, py n ws lo..
n oso csc..
she gt cum 2day o..
everytime she cum sure i absent d..
hehe.. contrast d..

2day i was alone at home..
coz everyone oso nt at home..
everyone gt their activities..
usually is me who is nt at home d..
but 2day was differ..
mum n bro go bek 2 grandma's hse..
sis go out v frenz..
dad go penang..
me at home..

tis morning o..
gv my mum scold er..
haizz.. early in d morning ald gv her scold..
no mood jor..
she asked me 2 go bek 2 grandma's hse..
but i dun wan..
coz i wanna rest at home..
she say tat she wil fetch me at church at 1.xx d..
n go bek v her..
i refused..
n she start 2 scold lo..
=(

hmm.. 2ml my mum, lou gong n son wil go camp lu..
cant c them 4 d next 3 days o..
sure wil miss them d ler..
hehe..
but luckily fm wil accompany me d..
^^ my honey o..

i sleep d whole evening o..
at home..
no ones disturb..
hehe..

!! LaSt DaY Of ExaM !!

hahaha xDD
exam finish jor lu..
study hard almost 3 weeks jor..
[although i din study oso d la..]
now can relax ler..
can relax my mind n body 2..
however stil fall sick ald..
flu.. sore throat.. headache..
but sure i wil getting recover soon d la..
coz my body so healthy..
hehehe.. [ perasan ]

last nite i din study physics at all er..
coz i hav no mood 2 study d la..
ald d last day lo..
whr stil gt mood o..
den sumore d next day i lc d b'day..
den i make her a kinda of little notebook..
as her b'day present lo..
wahh.. geng lo..
i used couple hrs 2 make it finished o..
hehe.. very slow ler..
sure la.. my 1st time ler..
make a present in a nite..
i can make it ald very geng liao d la..
=P

den 2day i reli wanna die ler..
coz din study at all last nite..
prepare 2 go 2 d hell jor..
fail n fail appears in my mind..
while sitting 4 d physics paper..
i wanna run away from d hall lo..
coz i reli wanna get out of tat stupid hall la..
make me trap in it during my exam time..
make me sit in thr every paper average 1.30 hr..
reli annoying d..
i move here move thr when taking physics 2..
coz felt uncomfortable jor..
wanna escape from thr liao..
sumore my flu getting worst tat time..
wanna sleep but cant..
i kept on sneezing..
make me very angry la..
yerrr !!!!! denggg !!!!

finally times up jor..
haha.. so happy o..
finally can escape from tat stupid hall jor..
wahh.. whole body oso felt more relax jor..
but stil nid 2 help 2 kept those tables n chairs back..
but i jz sat thr n wait ppl 2 help me put it back..
coz very sempit la tat time..
all ppl oso himpit-himpit n rush 2 put back those things d..
y i oso mz join them o ??
sure tolerate v others ma..
im so kind d ma.. wakaka..
den while waiting sure chat d la..

while chatting..
anzie ask us 2 help her o..
sei la.. sure nt gud things d la..
[ shudn't sit thr n chat d.. haizz.. =.=" ]
she asked us 2 help her take sum long tables out..
but at last i din take any coz she asked more ppl 2 help..
as a result i din even touch anything o..
^^ kaka..

when tuition tat time o..
i bcum binggung jor..
especially when physics o..
cant tahan la..
d air-cond so cold..
duno y tat stupid leong die oso wan open d air-cond til so cold d..
i sat at d last row..
i sit alone..
coz they sat infront of me..
they sat under d air-cond d..
yerr.. i better sat a behind ler..
den im nt able 2 open my mouth la..
so cold.. til my hands oso bcum ice jor..
walao.. nvm cold til like tis.. 1st time leh..

after tuition i sure wanna wait a while b4 go back d la..
2day go back home v my sis ma..
den she very ma fan d lo..
every thurs oso go back v her d..
every thurs oso wanna go wai sek gai buy food 2 eat d..
jin gak..
i ald sick til wan die jor..
cant even breathe properly coz of flu..
stil wan me accompany her go thr n buy chicken o..
aiyerr.. wanna scold her jor..

duno y 2day reach home quite hungry oso leh..
wanna find sum food 2 eat..
but mum din cook 2day..
so ntg 2 eat lo..
jz find sum cake 2 eat..
stil nt enuf la..
den go find kiwi 2 eat..
stil stil nt enuf..
den find sum biscuits n eat lo..
hmm.. quite okie jor my stomach..
hehe..
den suddenly my mum came back n buy us dinner..
aiya.. ald eat so many snacks gt a bit kenyang jor..
but tat time stil can put my dinner into my stomach la..
however half way kenyang jor..
haizz..
my mum came back v d dinner nt at d rite time d..

haha..
hols start lo..
~ HAPPY HOLIDAYS O !! ~

:: Last Saturday & Sunday o ~~

last sat i went back 2 church as last time i wil do d..
tat is back church earlier..
tis time i back so earlier is coz i wanna join them in d band practice..
its 4 our pess sch enrolment day d..
can c tat they r quite stress but oso cooperate when practice..
however, ym mayb very tired gua..
coz she is having her base drum on her..
very heavy oso..
she seems very angry during practice..

after tat me, fm n py go do revision at d conference room..
wahh.. very nice o at thr..
very comfortable oso d..
hehe..
i reli bored at thr la..
wat in front of me is jz book n book..
quite stress oso d..
add mh d voice very geng oso..
he can talk non stop d o..
even fm ask him 2 dun talk n go 4 d bb meeting..
he can stil talk n talk..
aiiyoo..
he make me bcum impatient la..
i reli shhh him lo..
in a angry volume..
den he finally kept quiet..
den after tat he go down v ym..
finally peace came..

but no longer i was irritated jor..
cant even concentrate on my book..
oso ntg 2 do at tat room..
wat i can do was jz wandering around d room..
n touch tis touch tat..
play tis play tat..
climb here climb thr..
sit in many styles oso o..
sleep while reading..
but discover by fm n py d.. =.="
siennzz o..
finally i cant stand jor..
i asked them 2 chat v me..
ony fm respond me d..
tat sei yan py dun wan oso..
she went as far as possible..
away from me..
coz she said as she wanna start study i kacau d..
den i go kacau py..
dun wan let her study..
kaka..
but she din bother me oso d..
suannn..
den i kept on wandering lo..

after gb meeting pioneer council gt meeting..
bout pess enrolment d..
dia always talked out of d points d..
so funny la..
capt. oso sit in during d meeting..

v go mamak as usual lo..
at mamak is d ony time n place when v can all gather around n chat..
but tis time our no. increases jor..
gt capt. n fm..
at d mamak i was d chairperson..
i was d one who sit at d middle..
hehe..
but suddenly fm said tat she nid 2 go jor..
coz sumone had reach 2 fetch her..
den left 6 ppl lo..
i was very 'k' d lo..
bside me is capt. ma..
den ntg 2 talked 2 her d..
wan talked but no topic d..

den v all listen 2 capt. lo..
listened 2 her prob..
she talked 2 us bout her difficulties when acting as a capt...
she oso talked 2 us many bout gb things..
she oso talked 2 us bout d principles of life..
she oso advised us in many things..
v all suddenly bcum guai guai..
no noise, no talks, no laugh..
jz left was concentration..

den d time went on..
day bcum very late jor..
capt. send py home..
den 4 of us went home by taxi..
but dia stil hav 2 take lrt n ktm 2 went home..
jz left me, ws n ym walked home lo..
as v walked home..
v chat n chat..
ws send me home lo..
tat day she seems gt many things wanna talked la..
haizz.. tis ws ar.. suddenly can b so talkative n oso quiet..

den reach home once again scolded by mum again..
but ald use 2 her scoldings lu..
hehe..

tat nite i jz like dun wanna sleep d..
wanna use up all my fone credits..
coz ald wan expired bt stil left rm6 o..
den i find py lo.. sms v her lo..
til very early o.. til almost 4 am..
hehe..
long time no sms v sumone til so early ald..
since i was broke up v my ex..
sumore thr is no frenz wil sms v me like tis d lo..

den d next day i wake up very early oso..
around 8 am..
jz slept 4 hrs..
coz nid 2 go out..
eat bak kut teh v my family at klang..
den go bac 2 my grandparents' hse lo..
as i woke up my head gt a bit pain o..
ald 3 days i having headache..
suffer o..

** hate headache **

-- || Study Under Pressure || --

2day i take account after phy paper er..
thinking bout wat result wil i hav 4 my account..
as our infor..
gt many ppl noe bout my previous account results..
very bad which is FAIL..
=.="

2day morning very 'k' d lo..
coz gt abit tired n frustrated oso..
ald sit 4 d exam so many days jor..
stil gt one week 2 go..
haizzz..

early in d morning i go out late from hse..
coz my sis lo.. [ geram ]
den reach sch luckily stil haven line up yet..
stil gt some time..
den reach at d porch thr..
look at them all study n study d..
coz they all oso last min ppl lai d..
hehe..

no mood 2 read phy..
den i jz sit v ss they all lo..
jz sit thr n kacau them..
den my mood oso gt abit terjejas d..
coz i haven prepare well 4 me 2 fail d account paper yet..

den finnaly reach d time 4 me 2 take account ler..
gt ntg in my mind..
jz noe tat im here 2 sit 4 d account..
many papers passing around..
ques paper..
buku tunai's..
jurnals..
lejars..
lembaran kerja's..
those papers keep on passing around n around..
den i duno how 2 do those ques sumore..
den i started 2 thinking bout my punishments..
haizz.. =.="
*tension o..

finally i finish taking n account papers..
i went 5 intan n check whether my bag is thr anot..
den i went down 2 porch thr..
2 take my bag n sambil go 2 toilet oso..
den at toilet i meet v weiyin..
i very scared 2 meet her d lo..
coz every time meet her oso she wil cum n hug..
she hug me n i reli wanna scold her tat time d..
but i didn't la..
den i went bac 2 d porch..
n i sit at d stairs..
watching those sesi petang gals dancing..
quite relax d..
den i open my book n hav a look on it..
i sit at thr bout 15 mins..
*15 mins of relaxation..
i reli feel relax tat time..
when i was sitting at d porch thr..
jz b alone at thr..
coz i reli tension when doin account papers..
dun hope gt anyone v me at d porch..

den after sch..
ws wanna practice drill..
but thr is no ones at thr..
jz me, rebecca, py n ws..
4 of us ony..
i say go find ppl 1st den oy drill..
but ws say nvm, v drill 1st..
den ok fine lo..
drill lo..
den no. increases..
4 ppl bcum 8 ppl..
ws keeps on command wrong..
mayb coz she ald din command..
den coz of my account paper..
i ald quite no mood d la..
den add her wrong command make me more bad mood..
tat time i reli nt 'song' her d lo..

den after drill ws gt interact installation lo..
me, ym n py sit at d canteen n eat..
den v go out 2 teman ym buy refreshment 4 2ml d..
at d store thr..
v play n play at d store thr..
act is me n py ony la..
2 of us 'gek sei' ym..
she ask us opinion 2 buy which refreshment..
but v says nonsense 2 her..
hehe..
v go n buy tis buy tat 2 eat oso..
especially ym..
jz like her hse hav no food d..
keke.. ^^

den py wait bus at majestic..
me n ym teman her lo..
very shit d lo..
b4 go bus tsop..
v go 7-11 buy drinks ma..
den d staff say closed o..
but thr is no close signboard at d door lo..
very thirsty lo..
no cold drinks..
no water oso..
but stil hav 2 teman py wait bus..
py keeps on say wan cold drinks..
she keeps on fan me..
wan me go buy drinks 4 her..
aiyooo..
wanna beat her jor tat time..
ony she is thirsty la..
i oso thirsty la..
sei yeh..
den her bus finally reach jor..
nonid 2 hear her voice jor..
hehe..

2day gt a bit sot sot d..
after sch at 5 intan..
i reli cant rmbr tat y'day i borrow py rm1 ma..
den suddenly at tat time she gv me rm1 o..
duno wat happen..
den ss quickly take d $$ lo..
n make me chase her around d class..
so tired leh..
den she gv bac 2 py..
n py keep it in her pocket..
den i go take from her pocket lo..
but she cover her pocket v her hands..
i keeps on korek n korek her pocket..
den i fan her til she gv bac d rm1 2 me at bus stop..
geng leh.. can fan ppl 4 bout hrs..

2day suddenly wanna go eat mcd o.
coz fm n ss go eat ma..
long time no eat mcd jor..
miss mcd o..
hehe.. ^^

- (( Bad Day Of Exam )) -

2day was d seventh day v sit 4 our exam lo..
ald blurr blurr jor..
brain stuck v all those words..
sumore 2day everyone of us oso hav 2 take 3 subs in a day o..
very **** d lo..
wan make us crazy meh??
haizzz..
sit 4 d exam non stop d..
like a robot work non stop..

2day i ony c fm at sch a while ony leh..
duno whr she gone..
din go downstairs when reccess d..
py n ws oso d same..
they stay at d hall during reccess..
duno they gt do revision anot leh?
duno wat r they doin leh??
hmm.. cannot guess..

during reccess i was downstairs v lc..
she chat v me at thr..
jz a simple chit chatting..
she tell me many things..
she tell me tat how she feels when she noe sumthing..
subash treats sw more gud den other students..
she oso tel me tat ss differ ald..
[ mayb gua coz everyone was changing tis yr ]

den after sch..
as usual went downstairs n pack up lo..
when i went down thr n pack..
i seems din c fm o..
she went off so fast..
after i cum bac from toilet she ald gone jor..
hmm.. y she dun wan say gudbye 2 me d??
T.T [jkz ony]

jz a weird things is..
ym asked me wat happens when she accompany me 2 d toilet..
she say tat she can sense tat d surroundings was very weird..
i couldn't ans her ques..
coz i oso duno y..
jz tat i can sense tat py, ws n fm gt prob..
mayb coz they r tired gua..
or coz they hav d exam pressure d..

den after tat 4 of us go canteen lo..
v eat n practice playing base drum n snare drum at thr o..
ws play til so loud er..
almost 1 hr v spend 2 play tat o..
but ws weird weird d..
she keeps on walking here n thr..
she went 2 us n she oso went 2 her lou poh thr..
geng..
den suddenly ym discover tat ws gt a bit fever o..
ws say she ald gt sore throat at tis morning..
i tink she probably sick jor..
haizz.. y dun take gud care of urself leh??

den after py n ws went bac..
me n ym go 2 4 Intan n do my revision..
hehe.. she help me in d revision..
but she was act bored d at thr..
seeing me do revision but she jz sit thr n wait me..
den after tat gt a group of stupid indian gals cum..
she asked us whether tis class is using by cempaka anot..
i duno whether they r blinds o wat d?!!
jz 2 of us how can tis class using by cempaka..
no brains d these stupid indian gals !!!
one of them ask us whether v und anot wat they saying bout..
tat time i reli wanna say foul language 2 them d lo..
stupid idiot !!!
i think tat they duno wat is manners..
did their parents teach them bout manners??
if can.. i would like 2 teach them bout wat is MANNERS !!!!!!!

as i reach home..
my mum tel me tat my grandpa gt bekuan darah in his brain..
wahh.. bekuan darah leh..
very dangerous d leh..
sumore he is ald such old jor..
i stil can rmbr tat he is quite healthy d..
its when i saw him during CNY time..
i nva tot tat my grandpa wil bcum like tis d..
i din go bac 2 visit him last sun when my family go bac..
i left at home n do hsework 4 my mum [ alasan ]..
now he is at d hospital n waiting 4 d operation..
operation 2 take out his bekuan darah..
d doctor say tat if my grandpa cum late..
sure he oso wont b so healthy even operation ald..

haizz.. gt scolded by mum again..
-.-"

~~ LuCkY ~~

LyRiCs :-:

Early morning, she wakes up
Knock, knock, knock on the door
It's time for makeup, perfect smile
It's you they're all waiting for
They go…
"Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?"
And they say…

Chorus

She's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry, cry, cries in her lonely heart, thinking
If there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night

---End Crorus

Lost in an image, in a dream
But there's no one there to wake her up
And the world is spinning, and she keeps on winning
But tell me what happens when it stops?
They go…
"Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?"
And they say…

Chorus

"Best actress, and the winner is…Lucky!"
"I'm Roger Johnson for Pop News standing outside the arena waiting for Lucky"
"Oh my god…here she comes!"

Isn't she lucky, this Hollywood girl?
She is so lucky, but why does she cry?
If there's nothing missing in her life
Why do tears come at night?

-///- D!aRy FoR DaY BeFoRe MoTheRs' DaY -///-

2day din go bac 2 church o..
coz ald take leave ma..
den no go bac lo..
but i stil got go bac 4 d grooming d..
coz officer ald planned 4 us ma..
den i better go bac lo..

y'day i tot i wil b at d summer..
all d day alone d..
coz i din asked anyone 2 accompany me..
py, ym n ws go bac 2 church ma..
so they surely cant accompany me d..
den fm go play badminton v frenz..
so no accompany me lo..

but tis morning when i go out v my sis..
[ sis go ts v her frenz, i go 2 summer ]
while waiting 4 d bus at bus stop..
fm suddenly cal me o..
she asked me whr am i..
i said tat i was waiting d bus lo..
den she said tat she is at d badminton court..
cuming down from thr n wanna take bus go summer..
den i meet her at d summer lo..
v study at thr..
but act study a bit ony d..
besides study v oso gt chat n chat la..
den she said she wil go bac 2 church v me later..
den i dun hav 2 bac church alone lo..
hehe.. =p

after tat v go 2 ts n find clothes at fos..
as a present 4 her mum..
v find n find..
but those clothes nt suitable oso d..
at almost 3 pm..
v had 2 go n take bus bac church lo..
if nt ar.. sure wil b late jor d..
luckily gt mr. egg send us 2 church..
b4 its 2 late.. [ so hang fook o ]

den at church as usual lo..
when v reached thr gals n boys r at d main hall..
having their singspiration..
both of us go help officer 2 set up d tables n chairs lo..
den grooming talks start lo..
when grooming o..
duno wats wrong v ws d..
1st i was sitting v fm n py d..
den ws suddenly wanna change place v py lo..
n she did many bin tai d action lo..
smile til very high n keep on kacau me..
** yerrr !!! **
*** wanna chop her hands off d ***
**** ham chu shau ****

den after grooming v go bac 2 ts again..
2 find a suitable clothes 2 fm's mum..
finally v manage 2 find one..
quite beautiful oso d..
den v go bac lu..
tat time ald 7 pm lo..

me n my sis go eat kfc v family lo..
den after eat v go taman permaisuri..
2 had a walk after eat..
so tat wont b so fat ma..
kaka..xxD
v play n play at d taman..
play til sweaty n hot..
den go bac lo..
wahh.. very tired o after play..
den jz now had a bath..
very comfortable now o..
quite sleepy oso d..
hehe.. =.=

_____________________________________________________

oh oh.. 4get d mothers' day present o..
sumore 2day gt no $$ oso er..
T.T
nvm la..
hehe.. ^^
coz my mum gonna b'day a week after mothers' day..
wakaka.. XDD

rmbr 2 gv ur mum a present during mothers' day o..
coz as her receive ur present sure she noe tat..
ur heart stil gt her as mum..

'':- H u M a n S L i F e -:''

i was worried bout my grandpa la..
i dun even noe bout his health..
i din noe tat he ald sick 4 a long time jor..
coz my mum din even tel us bout my grandpa's health..
until jz now ony i noe bout his health gt prob..
but he ald need 2 emmitted 2 d hospital jor..
4 his body check-up..
ensure tat his health's prob..

i had been half yr din go back n visit my grandparents..
since CNY til now.. almost half yr..
everytime my mum ask whether i wanna go back anot..
sure i wil ans her tat i gt go out d next day d..
coz i reli dun like 2 go back since i was small..
i feel uncomfortable at thr d..
duno y leh..
hmm.. mayb coz im nt growing up at thr gua..

but now i think how busy was i oso..
i shud go back n visit them d..
coz i was their granddaughter ma..
shud visit them d..
sumore they r ony 2 of them at thr..
very lonely oso d..
n they oso ald such old jor..

everytime v go back ar..
sure my grandma cooked alot of food d..
sure is 4 us d la..
n d whole hse bcum quite noisy oso d..
coz gt more ppl inside ald ma..
hehe.. ^^

act i quite like tat kind of feeling d..
coz tat is a feeling of a family..
many members in a family..
wont b such lonely..
coz at city sure everyone busy of their own things d..
everyone do not hav enuf time 2 interact v their family..
if gt time oso sure wil go out v frenz..
or go study or go work d..
wont stay at home n chit chat v family members d..
tis is 4 sure 2 happen at city area d..
but it is different from those who at d town area d..
many things are different from city life d..
town life is totally different from city life..
everyone can interact v each other easily..
eventhough their life is simple..
but if life can b as simple as easy..
is better den d hustle n bustle life in city..

now i noe y my mum said tat she will go back..
n stay at d town 4 her rest of her life..
when she was ald old..
n v all ald grown up..
coz ony at thr can gv her peaceful surrounding..


** PeaceFul TiMe **

- - !! My BurDen !! + +

2day gt many time 2 spent at sch o..
waiting d time 2 passed..
coz my sej tuition was at 5 pm..
waiting d time 2 reached 4 me 2 go berjasa..
i went 2 library n find sai see..
i find her n chat v her at thr lo..
i talked bout my prob..
i did tell her bout my prob..
coz i reli need a person 2 heard my prob..
i cant stand anymore jor..
almost 1 month i keeps those prob in my heart..
very san fu o..
_________________________________________________________

at d end of april..
fm seems faced alot of things o..
alot of unhappy things..
i din ask bout her prob..
act is i dun dare 2 ask bout her prob..
i dun wan make her mind full of sadness er..

last week she din cum 4 d whole week o..
except on wed la..
our principle resigned from our pess sch..
tat day gt assembly..
i was sitting v lc..
whereas fm was sitting v py..
n ws go out n gav principle d present..
haha.. xDD ws get hugged by our principle o..

act tat day i was worried bout fm d..
duno whether her mood calm down ald anot..
nt dare 2 ask her oso..
but since she gt talked v py..
i guess her mood wil b better d la..
den after d assembly my mood turned bad o..
haizz..
_________________________________________________________

act i went 2 d library is 2 get my way off from sumone d..
hmm.. which r.. which r..
my gang of best frenz..
act i feel tat they always gt many things 2 talked d..
anythings la.. [very talkative d both of them.. aiyoyo..]
such as gossip, happy, unhappy things n etc..
i think i better nt 2 join in n chat v them..
coz i duno wat 2 say o..
n i realised tat now once i join in a conversation..
sure d conversation wil b as quiet as death air..
as silent as no ones was breathing..
haha.. very geng leh..

so many times i did jz went away from fm, py n ws..
whenever they started 2 gossip 2gather..
scared of affecting them sumtimes..
i rather go away n do my own things alone..
do all d homeworks tat teacher gav us..
n tis situation last 4 about 1 month lu..
geng leh me.. can tahan so long..
hehe..

2day except sai see..
i oso did tell ws n ym bout my prob..
v take bout 3 hrs 2 talked bout it o..
v talked n talked..
1st at d library..
den d library closed ald o.. 4 pm..
den v go 2 d porch n continue..
hehe..

act i wished tat py n fm could oso here v us..
can listen 2 my prob..
but i think i wont oso b able 2 tel them bout my prob d..
coz my prob related 2 fm n py d..
nowadays fm n py jz like a pair of doll o..
they always b 2gather d..
duno y la..
sum kinda feel of tersisih pulak..
hehe.. [wonderful thinking i hav]
but i think d same feel ws had..

however i did share alot v them 2day at sch..
how i wish tat d time wont b passed..
i was very enjoyed d moment..
shared every burden in my mind..
anyways i was thankful 2 hav my frenz v me all tis time..

{YUENMEI} {FION} {WANSHEN} {POHYEN} {SEESHIN} {LEECHENG}

@)) >> ChaRacTeRisTiCs Of My MoSt BeSt FreNz ^^

hmm..
2day lets talk bout my frenz characteristics lo..
my most best frenz characteristics..
hehe..

* My HoneY *

~ quite mature n independant d lo..
~ loved by everyone, easy 2 communicate v ppl..
~ reli care n thinks 4 frenz..
~ hav her own pendirian n thinking d..
~ always thinks +ve d n oso smile..


* My Lou GonG *

~ quite cute n soh soh dei d..
~ like 2 argue v me d..
~ easily affected by frenz especially in making decision..
~ very 38 d whne asking bout my problem..
~ responsible oso d when do things..


* My MaMa *

~ serious in things n nt as sot as me..
~ work hard 2 achieve things..
~ dun like noisy noisy d [dun ever make noise v her]..
~ noe bout me many things oso especially my secrets..
~ quite hot-tempered when she is sleepy..


* My "ChenG" FreNn *

~ always hav her own things 2 bother..
~ like 2 make 'haizz' sound more den me..
~ always like 2 pass little notes 2 me..
~ intend 2 ask me wat happen when my mood bad..
~ sumtimes laugh very loud, sumtimes very moody d face..


* My Lui Lui *

~ quite silent d, but can oso b very talkative d..
~ like 2 sleep d especially in d class when teacher was teaching..
~ likes 2 fan ppl when she is free n ppl was busy copying things..
~ din study but quite smart oso d..
~ very blurr person lai d..


{POSITION NOT TAKEN IN COUNT, EVERYONE SAME IN MY HEART}___________________________________________________________



* HaHa * :: MySelF ::

~ talkative when free, can say non stop d o....
~ like 2 beat ppl when talking d halfway..
~ laugh without reasons [sumtimes ony la]..
~ very chou lou wan especially when sitting in d class..
~ like 2 gossip out their things [my gang of frenzz]..

Y(^,^)Y..
.. yeahhh..
hehe.. ^^

<|>:: SpeCiaL To My GanG Of FreNzz.. ::<|>

LyRiCs :-:

little faith, brightens are rainy day

life is difficult u can go away

don't hide yourselves in a corner

you have my place to stay

sorrow is gonna say goodbye

opens up u see the happy sunshine

keep going on with your dream

chasing tomorrow sunrise

the spirit can never die

sun will shine my friend

won't let you cry my dear

seeing you, share the tear

make my woe disappear

you never be alone in darkness

see my smile my friend

we are with you holding hands

you have god to believe

you are my destiny

we meant to be your friends

that's what a friendship be..