I Creates My Own Time, Opportunity and Future

today is the first day of my 3-months-term weekends promoter job...
i was relocated at watsons the mines shopping fair...
working time from 11am to 8pm...
with an hour break time from 4pm to 5pm each day...

as usual, the promoter job at watsons was bored too...
no ones spoke to me except the customers...
i was like invisible to the staffs in watsons...
the atmosphere made me felt doomed...
i had nothing to do at the place...
but i had no choice instead of standing or walking around my product's shelves....
8 hours of standing and walking around like a dead walker...
don't even know what was the purpose i'm doing this to waste my time...
except for one most logically reason...
for money purpose...
i'm demanding for money right now...
even at this moment, my bank account still have RM1000 left...
yet, i'm desperate for more...
as i owed a lots to Fion and Poh Yen...
besides, i'm worried about my study fees as well...
as the PTPTN will draw back the loan for the third time of my examination result failure...
without any notice...
if that happens on me, i would definitely have to pay back the sum of money that PTPTN loaned to me...
with the zero amount of money in the bank account, i couldn't bear that lump sum of loan...
of course i would not take my parents' money to pay that PTPTN loan for me...
impossible...
that's why i have to earn that money, just for in case...
**touch woods for saying this**

no matters how hard the journey of working while studying...
i will toughen myself to stay on the journey...
get good results for every semesters of my study throughout the years...
continue to work whenever there is opportunity for me...
**enjoy study, enjoy work**

P/S: I Creates My Own Time, Opportunity and Future.
~ End of The Blog ~

I Love You, Dogs

today was a bright morning...
once again i was awaken by the warmth of my room...
every morning Money would appears in front of my room with her pity look...
her eyes were big enough to acts pity in a cute way...
she would follows anywhere you go...
assuming that she can have her breakfast on time...
i do love her much...
same goes to Fei Q and Lion...
three special doggies in my life...
they amazed my everyday routine...

*P/S: I Love You, Dogs. May God lets me to have you dogs throughout my life.

Firefly as a Comfort

yesterday night...

i was hardly to fall into sleep as usual...
i was thinking the arrival of 21st December 2012...
what will be happening on that historical date?
some were saying that our Earth will be demolish on that very special day...
some were saying that there is no Sun continually for three days...
of course i am hoping for the second assumption to happens...
but will the three days become our nightmares?
absence of Sun...
without the Sun, there is no lights...
without lights, mankind were as blindfold by a piece of cloth...
there might be chances of germs attacking around the world in the darkness...
there might be crimes happening around the world as our days and nights are in darkness...
there might be chances of getting insane as we can't differentiate days and nights during 24 hours darkness...
who will survive after three days?
no one knows what is going to be after three days...
yet i am listing all the necessary things needed by my family to survive the historical dates...
all inside my mind...
it was definitely disturbed by "21st December 2012"...
it was panicking, barely to calm down itself...
perhaps music could helps...
 
before i fell asleep on my bed...
i went to the bathroom...
once i got down from my bed, i saw a blinking spot on the floor...
i thought it was one of my sparkling star stickers fall off from the puzzle...
so i picked it up on the spot...
but it fell again...
i tried few times to pick it up...
failed every times...
at last i switched on the lights...
then only i realised that it was a glowing insect...
just similar to firefly that glows in the night...
but obviously that the insect in my room wasn't a firefly...
yet i still felt grateful that it was my second times of seeing glowing insects...
for me, it was destiny for me to see insects glowing in front of me...
in such a close distance...
because for some other people, they might not even get the chances as i do...
i appreciate it a lots, inside my heart actually thanked for the presence of "Firefly"...
i had assumed it was a comfort from God...

Thank You.
~End of My Blog of The Day~

stared at the keyboard, thinking how should I start my new post, I wanted to post something but...what should I post right now? I can't reach to the bottom of my heart and dig the rocks out of there, better it melt by lava and never stays at the same place ever again. ~,~

time passed really difficult to chase it back and make it happens once more time. Every day that we have is a bless from God, so my friends, you should appreciate time and use it well, without regrets and hatreds. ^^

2012

heart really felt kinda heavy and depressed recently..
it seemed like something stays on top of it..
every things contrary to my wish..
2012 just began..
i really don't know whether my rest of the year will be better or worst..
hopefully things will be on the right path after this..
i need the {!(  @)  !*  %  !$  &  @)  *}  or  {!#  (  !^  !  #  !@  %}...

THINNER spread

im absolutely out of idea now..

felt so blank for the whole day..

CNY almost reach..

and i get a shit from u (unknown) !!!

what kind of CNY mood should i have??

one of my precious things in my life get ruined..

my Car~

thinner all over the right side of it..

making a new tattoo along the right side..

all the paint came out like a snake prepared to change its skin..

a pearl white skin became a silver-grey bone..

haizz....

i was wondering whether it is my fault..

and are u an enemy of mine?

why always get bad things after a happy one?