:: Sport Day ::

wel..
2day was my last yr of sport day o..
i jz hope tat i could master those gb gals..
those involved in matching d..
hope tat they can performed nicely during sport day..

starting from april..
v ald started 2 teached them lo..
but always ony a few ppl came d..
always n always..
quite a disappointed la..
so nva dreamed of win la..

den 2day sport day very sienz lo..
at d beginning la..
den i hav no feel 4 tis yr d sport day lo..
coz no tat screams (2 support their our team)..

den when matching..
i sweat like jz take my bath lo..
all my body oso bcum extremely wet lo..
aiiyerrrrrrr.. ( wat tat )
nt very comfortable lo..
v my sweaty body..

den at d last mins of d sport day..
almost dismissed jor ler..
den taecher announced tat d winner 4 d badan beruniform..
is our GIRLS' BRIGADE !!!
walao.. tat time almost stunned jor..
cant believed lo..
hehe..
den started 2 screams n laughed til out of control lo..
5 of us seemed crazy jor..
keke xDD
quickly v called 2 capt. py, off. anita n sl lo..
v all told them tat v gt d winner la..
den all oso gone crazy jor..

finally v all gt 2gather n took sum group pic lo..
holding d sepanduk n d big hamper..
haha.. so hapi leh..
almost wan cried out d..
*pai seh o..


__________ SWEET MEMORY OF LAST SPORT DAY __________

~ EnerGy_LeSs ~

2day d mood quite bad er..
bad til myself oso cant bear it..
wanna fat sit d..
but duno how o..
reli dun hav energy 2 talked jor..
sumore no energy 2 argue leh..
wan angry oso felt very lazy 2 did so..
wan cry oso no energy..
haiz..
tired o..

Menstrual Cycle !!

2day gt meeting at sch..
im d commander lo..
hehe xp..
they all said my command jz like scolding ppl o..
myself oso nt realised it d..

when sch meeting..
act i gt no mood d lo..
mayb coz of i din slept well last nite gua..
dun wan said anything la..
duno wat 2 said..
jz remain quiet lo..
very sleepy oso er..
wanna sleep liao..
especially when at d mamak thr lo..
they talked i listened..

den fm go bek home v me o..
2 took shoes 4 dia..
jz 4 a while la..
den she said my bro very cerdik o..
aiiyoo..
i din realised it oso d..
keke ^.-

den 2day din go GBID..
so go lepak v fm at borders lo..
act wan planned 2 watched movie d..
but no movie which is nice o..
so din watched la..

at thr v chat bout things lo..
chat n chat..
nt noeing time was passed so fast o..
v talked n talked..
laughed n luaghed..
gt one uncle sit near us la..
oso cant tahan v us jor..
so he went away ald..
hehe..

after a while both of us kept on looking 4 books..
looking 4 biology books..
both of us oso sot jor d..
kaka xD
looking 4 pages related 2 menstrual cycle d..
wanna noe when was 2 ovum was fertilize o..
book by book..
sot jor ler..

den after tat fm n me do sumthing stupid n crazy d..
very swt oso d..
hehe.. ^.^"

den when i walked home..
at d lrt station thr..
i saw 2 gangs of boys..
they seems wan 2 beat other d..
so swt la..
one gang is chinese boys..
den another gang is indian boys..
luckily i walked away b4 they started anything lo..
^^

:: Un - ConTrol - Able ::

tat feeling came again 2day..
try my best 2 cope it..
try 2 hide it from anyone oso..
down, down, down & down again..
haiizzz..
promise ald 2 myself..
tat i wont do tat again..
but i cant manage fulfill my promise..
it rolls down by itself..
without my control..
T.T

~ C O N F I D E N C E ~

would it b hard 2 had ur confident in urself?

• always worried bout wat u supposed 2 do..
• always thinking bout d consequences after ur acts..
• always thought tat u r nt gud enuf in doin ur jobs..
• always thought tat other ppl r better den u..
• always thinking of d reasons y u r in tis position..

is it so difficult 4 u 2 noe realised sumthings ??

act u r capable..

coz everyone has their own capability..

a special capability..

which was differ den others..

wat u nid 2 do was..

believe in urself..

b confident 2 urself..

convince urself tat u can do it..

make ur own way..

>< Pr3tenD!nGs ><

1st week start sch o..
stil d same..my mood stil is unpredictable..
even myself oso cant catched up er..
so horrible la..
cant control it by myself..
nt handle carefully by myself oso..
sumtimes can b very gud..
bt..
sumtimes oso can b very bad..
sum kind of feeling controlling myself..
angry @ sad @ envy @ moody @ etc..
myself oso cant identify it..
brain kept on thinking d same things..
repeat n repeat..
jz like a slideshow..
pic by pic appear in my mind..


tis yr onwards..
i think every sat i oso very free..
coz every sat oso ald at home b4 7 pm..
no whr 2 go..
ntg 2 do..
no goin bek 2 church sumore..
always spent my time by goin summer or borders..
hehe.. xP


realised tat pretending was quite hard oso..
nid skills d..
nid experiences d..
nid time d..
nid emotion d..
oso nid 2 noe how 2 lies..
haha.. XD
den next time when pretend oso no ones noe bout it d..

Ends Up My Hols v a Dull Day !!

2day jz seems blurr blurr 2 me d..
coz i jz dun wan d hols 2 end up so fast..
i tot 2day was d 1st week of sun leh..
2day go tuition v ym..
felt tat d whole world oso die ald d..
many shops oso no open..
jz like d world was appeared in black n white ony..
no other colours..
i couldnt rmbr wat is goin on..
such a dull day i had 2day o..

after bek home oso stil d same..
coz ntg special happened 2day d..
jz simply watched my tv n on9..
act i was sleepy d whole day d..
but i dun wanna go sleep..
hehe.. xD

i jz kept on sms d whole day..
duno wat else i could do more..
very sienz la..
n oso no mood..
my mood oso jz similar d weather of 2day..
such all dull mood..
hard 2 cheers it up..
hard 2 predict oso..

*wish 2 sleep more n more..
*til its enuf 4 me..
*til im satisfy..
*til im energetic again..
*coz i reli had a very tired hols in my life tis time..
^^