<|> 3nD!nGs of My BLos$oM MaY <|>

- 28th of May -

quite tired 2day..
but stil goin out v fm n sis..
v go gai gai at jusco..
hmm.. wat a suprise o..
fm suddenly said tat she wanna changed her look..
den my sis bcum very expert o..
she helped fm 2 picked clothes..
walao ehh..
all oso very yeng o..
hehe =p
my sis kept on choosing d clothes..
den fm kept on trying d clothes..
den i jz stood thr n gav my opinion jer..
hehe.. very tired oso d o..
by jz standing thr n gav my opinion..
it nids energy n time oso d..
shopping reli nt very suitable 4 me..
but den if accompany frenz go shops oso can d..
keke..




- 29th of May -

2day woke up reli lazy..
wanna fall bek into sleep again la..
a very deep sleep..
ntg can wakes me up..
but my stupid bro opened cartoon n watched leh..
aiiyoo.. loudnya..
finally i gt up.. i went out n watched cartoon v him lo..
hehe..
den 2day stil d same.. stil d old days..
no whr 2 go.. duno whr 2 go.. duno who can accompany me..
haizzz.. [ so jz stay at home ]
fm go dating.. den ym, py n ws jz came bek from camp..
better let them rest rest ler..
2day nt feeling gud in mood..
coz since d hols was starting..
everyday in my life bcum blurr blurr d..
everyday d same..
same staying at home..
doin ntg except on9ing n watching tv..
very bored d.. din go out..
as i was grown up.. grown older..
realised tat many things in tis world is quite bored d..
last time wat cheers my life was..
frenzz.. hehe ^^

haiizz..
very kek sui la..
my sis was trying 2 get work d..
but den my parents wasn't allow..
so now she was ''lee ga chu zhao''..
at tis hr leh.. such a late time..
duno whr she gone oso..

so 2nite i wil take over d whole room lu..
haizz.. my brain almost gt explode d la..
tis 3 persons get me crazy d la..
how i wish tat i was sumwhr far from here during tis hols o..
(=.=)" --> [ suddenly wanna borrow a shoulder tim.. hehe =x ]




- 30th of May -

2day woke up soh soh d..
no ones at home..
mum n bro so out..

dad go out work jor..
n sis wont b at home 4 a few days d [ i think so la.. ]..

left me at home lo..
last nit argue v my parents bout my sis issue..
almost cant tahan my tears..
my parents were 2 protective jor..
n v oso 2 protected by them jor..
n oso v haven grown mature yet..
especially my sis..
ss was chatting v me when i was argueing v them..
she kept on asking me whether im okie..
i told her tat reli hope can had sumone in front of me..
n chat v me bout anythings.. jz anythings..
i think i makes ss worried abit oso la..
hehe.. sry o my dear ss..
den i off9 ald.. but stil msg v lc..
i think she reli one of my best frenz d..
coz whenever i need a person 2 chat v..
she wil suddenly appears n did chat v me..
i was very hapi tat time when she msg me..
at least she ald helped me 2 b okie abit jor..
(n_n)

jz now very gan jeong lo..

ws d mum cum 2 berjasa n fetch her home leh..

den me, py n ym sit at berjasa n chat..

coz rain cant go home..

den d weather very cold oso..

but i stil go 7-11 buy slurrpy drink leh..

hehe.. [ sengaja wan ]

2ml mz go out jor..

coz dun wan stay at home n gv my parents disturb me..

ask me tis n tat bout my sis..

so hav 2 go out n pak toh v py..

luckily 2ml gt py teman me er..

coz no one free 2ml except her..

keke.. =D

haizzz..

at tuition centre my mum kept on calling my fone..

very mang d lo..

she shud noe tat my fone was sot d..

once sumone was kept on calling me..

sure my fone wil shut down d..

but she stil kept on calling..

so at last i wil hav 2 borrow ym d fone n cal her..

so pai seh o.. sure wil change my fone ald..

hmm.. duno whr 2 go 2ml la..

hav no idea at all..

- 31st of May -

2day was d last day of May jor ler..

2day d whole day oso at outside..
nt at home.. dun wan at home oso..
2 avoid from my mum kept on asking me bout my sis..
very san fu d lo.. bcum their org tengah..
had 2 did all d asking n answering work..
2day go out v py n watched movie..
* my wife is a gambling maestro *
quite funny oso d tis movie..
bt duno la..
quite mo liu oso d la..

after watched tat movie wanna c sumore d..

a horror movie d..

but when v bought d gal at d caunter asked us..

whether v r ages 18 n above anot d..

but tat gal kept on looked at py n asked her tis ques..

hahaha =D

py do not looks like a mature gal oso d..

haizz.. if nt ar sure v gt watched tat horror movie d..
2day jz lepak v py at borders..
no whr 2 go. ntg 2 do..
i jz noe tat i dun wan stay at home..
jz now at summer.. my sis came..
den she said tat she wil bek around 12am..
den she told us d story bout her in tis 2 days..
wahh.. geng lo..
she did alot of things in tis 2 days which r nva done by herself b4 d..
when i heard tat time.. i was very =.=" lo..
can c tat my sis oso very enjoyed tis 2 days much..
v all her frenz..
haizz..
2day cant reli enjoyed myself la..
kinda prob kept on bothering my mind..
cant even relax myself oso d..
sumore 2day i felt quite tired n sleepy d..
anywayz la.. quite thx 4 my dear lou gong d..
coz she did accompany me all d day..
n she did all d payment oso d.. [ bt i wil had 2 pay her bek d.. ]
kaka xD ..

~ I Don't Wanna Know ~

:- LyRicS -:

Hold up, let me answer my phone
Some bitch callin me about some bullshit probably
I'ma call you right back
I'm doin this mixtape right here
Now back to what I was sayin

Somebody said they saw you
The person you were kissing wasn't me
And I would never ask you
I just kept it to myself

I don't wanna know
If your playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

Oh baby
I think about it when I hold you
When lookin in your eyes, I can't believe
I don't mean to know the truth
Baby keep it to yourself

I don't wanna know
If your playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

Baby taught you better then me (taught you better then me)
Then why you fall asleep (why you fall asleep)
Shove 'em off and stay, what you used to do to me (do to me baby)
If your better off that way (better off that way)
Baby what I like to say (all that I can say)
Go on and do your thing and don't come back to me
(Stay away from me baby)

I don't wanna know where your whereabouts or how you movin
I know when you in the house or when you cruisin
It's been proven, my love you abusin
I can't understand, how a man got you choosin (yeah)
Undecided, I came and provided ma
My undivided, you came and denied it (why?)
Don't even try it, I know when you lyin (I know when you lyin)
Don't even do that, I know why you cryin (stop cryin)
I'm not applyin no pressure, just wanna let you know
That I don't wanna let you go (I don't wanna let you go)
And I don't wanna let you leave
Can't say I didn't let you breathe
Gave you extra cheese (c'mon), put you in the SUV
You wanted ice so I made you freeze
Made you hot like the Western Beach (that's right)
Now it's time you invest in me
Cause if not then it's best you leave
Holla, yeah

I don't wanna know
If your playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

If your playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

If your playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

~ You Are Not Alone ~

:- LyRicS -:

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
You are not alone
All alone
Why, oh
Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
So forever can begin
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Then something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
And you are not alone
Oh...
Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
Fly...
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there
You are not alone
I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
You are not alone(You are not alone)
For I am here with you(I am here with you)
Though you're far away(Though you're far away)
I am here to stay(And you with me)
For you are not alone(You're always)
In my heart.....For I am here with you
Heart.....Though we're far apart
Heart.....You're always in my heart
For you are not alone
Not alone
You are not alone, you are not alone...
You just reach for me girl
In the morning in the evening
Not alone, not alone
And you with me, not alone
Oh, together, together...

<<>> FeeLs Cum SuDDenLy <<>>

2day stay at home again..
coz no whr 2 go ma..
den i clean up my messy room lo..
walao ehh..
so dirty la..
many dust oso..
clean up til i wanna sot liao..
from 3 til 7..
sumore i clean up d room all by myself leh..
tired o after clean up..
den ony can go bath..
very smelly la my body smell..
yuckkk..

when i was cleaning my desk..
my mum told me nonid 2 clean it so clean d..
coz im using sum kind of detergent 2 clean it off..
den she add sumore..
she told me tat when v move 2 our new hse..
tis desk wil left here d..
let those ppl who sewa my hse 2 use it d..
den i feel kinda feeling..
i reli wanna ask my mum 2 stop talking d tat time..

in my opnion la..
even d desk is old ald..
nt going 2 move 2 my new hse oso..
it doesnt mean tat i could jz left it thr..
n let it cover v dust..
as my mum told me 2 simply clean it up jer..
d more i wanna clean it up..
i wan everythings in my room looks nice..
since i was willing 2 clean them up leh..

i think d feeling tat i had tis evening was..
i prefer old things den new things..
although those new things was very attractive..
but 4 me old things wil gv me a welcoming feel..
more den new things..
hence i wasnt much like 2 move 2 my bakal new hse..
coz everythings wil b differ from now..
differ from everythings at my hse here..
feelings wil oso bcum differ at thr..
tats y everytime they mention bout d new hse..
i wil feel like wanna get away from them as far as possible..
so my reason nt going 2 move tis yr is SPM..
act i was trying 2 let myself stay at tis old hse as more as i could..

- i love my home, my hse - - i love it very much -


~_ Home _~

~_ Sweet _~

~_ Home _~

~ I BeLonG To Me ~

i belong 2 me


:- LyRicS -:


I belong to me...

It's not that I don't wanna share my life with you baby
It's just that I'm the one I need to be true to baby
And I won't give up me to be part of you
It's not that I don't wanna have you in my life baby
It's just you gotta know that it's got to be right baby
Before I open up my heart to you

I don't need somebody to complete me
I complete myself
Nobody's got to belong to somebody else

I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two
And if you're gonna love me
You should know this baby
I belong to me

I gotta let you know before I let you in, baby
That who I am is not about who I am with, baby
That don't mean I don't wanna be here with you
I do

I don't need somebody to complete me
I want you to know
I'll give up my love but I'm not giving up my soul

I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two
And if you're gonna love me
You should know this baby
I belong to me

Oh yea

Love don't mean changing who you are to be
Who somebody wants you to be
Nobody's got to belong to nobody

I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection

I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two
And if you gonna love me
You should know this baby
I belong to me

- 25th of May -

2day i sleep at 4 am o..
coz my parents nt at home ma..
so i gt my freedom lo..
hahaa xDD
act plan dun wan sleep d whole nite d..
but cant o.. hehe..
coz very sleepy jor..
sat wake up so early..
den finally on9 til 4 am lo..

2day d 9 am i wake up again..
ony sleep jor 5 hrs..
stil okie d la..
not reli sleepy.. stil can tahan d..
coz hav 2 go yum cha v them at 10.xx am d..
but o..
coz of sumore late den yum cha bcum 11.30 jor..
always d same person wil b late d..
tats py.. aiiyooo..
she stil can on9 tis morning o..
stil can chat v me at msn d..
aiyo.. she gets me into fire o..
wanna kil her jor..
everytime oso late..

den 3 of us [ ym, ws n me ] go 1st lo..
go mamat wait py lo..
den after tat they wanna go lrt station at 12.30 jor..
so v sit thr ony bout 1 hr..
den i went home lu..
they go lrt station lo..
- 1 hr outgoing -
hehe..

den i reach home n on9 er..
hehe..
reli hav ntg 2 do jor..
no ones at home..
no things 2 do..
den jz open d com n tv lo..
haha..
after sien jor on9 n tv..
go sleep again..
- pig -

sleep from 4 til 7..
aiyoo.. wake up headache er..
i wake up coz my stupid sis lo..
suddenly cum bek den wanna go into d room..
but my room d door lock ald..
no keys..
den she try 2 open d door kuat..
i was shocked by d sound..
swt =.="

hahaha..
2ml go jusco v fm n ss o..
go thr gai gai er..
xD

~ take me to your heart ~

:- LyRicS -:

Hiding from the rain and snow
Trying to forget but I won't let go
Looking at a crowded street
Listening to my own heart beat

So many people all around the world
Tell me where do I find someone like you girl

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true

They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away
Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart

Standing on a mountain high
Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky
I should go and see some friends
But they don't really comprehend
Don't need too much talking without saying anything
All I need is someone who makes me wanna sing
Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true
They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away
Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart