*~~* I BeL!eVe I CaN FLy *~~*

LyRiCs :-:

I used to think that I could not go on
And life was nothing but an awful song
But now I know the meaning of true love
I'm leaning on the everlasting arms
If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it

[Chorus 1]
I believe I can fly
I believe I can touch the sky
I think about it every night and day
Spread my wings and fly away
I believe I can soar
I see me running through that open door
I believe I can fly
I believe I can fly
I believe I can fly

See I was on the verge of breaking down
Sometimes the silence can seem so loud
There are miracles in life I must achieve
But first it's got to starts inside of me, oh
If I can see it, then I can be it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it

[Chorus 1]

[Chorus 2]
Cuz I believe in me
Yeah, oh
If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it

[Chorus 1]

[Chorus 3]
Hey, if I just spread my wings
Spread my wings
Spread my wings
And I can fly
I can fly

*~~* BLeeD!nG LoVe *~~*

LyRiCs :-:

closed off from love
i didn’t need the pain
once or twice was enough
and it was all in vain
time starts to pass
before you know it you’re frozen

but something happened
for the very first time with you
my heart melts into the ground
found something true
and everyone’s looking round
thinking i’m going crazy

but i don’t care what they say
i’m in love with you
they try to pull me away
but they don’t know the truth
my heart’s crippled by the vein
that i keep on closing
you cut me open and i

keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love
i keep bleeding
i keep, keep bleeding love
keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love
you cut me open

trying hard not to hear
but they talk so loud
their piercing sounds fill my ears
try to fill me with doubt
yet i know that the goal
is to keep me from falling

but nothing’s greater
than the rush that comes with your embrace
and in this world of loneliness
i see your face
yet everyone around me
thinks that i’m going crazy, maybe, maybe

but i don’t care what they say

i’m in love with you
they try to pull me away
but they don’t know the truth
my heart’s crippled by the vein
that i keep on closing
you cut me open and i

keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love
i keep bleeding
i keep, keep bleeding love
keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love
you cut me open

and it’s draining all of me
oh they find it hard to believe
i’ll be wearing these scars
for everyone to see

i don’t care what they say
i’m in love with you
they try to pull me away
but they don’t know the truth
my heart’s crippled by the vein
that i keep on closing
you cut me open and i

keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love
i keep bleeding
i keep, keep bleeding love
keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love
you cut me open and i

keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love
i keep bleeding
i keep, keep bleeding love
keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love
you cut me open and i
keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love

||_ Way$ Of ThinKinGs _||

:: positively thinking :: _-_ :: negatively thinking ::

which wan u prefer leh??
haha..
sure is d +ve thinking d la..
rite??

hmm.. sumtimes i wil hav +ve thinking..
but sumtimes i wil oso hav -ve thinking d..
n d most of d time is -ve thinking la..

think bout many things..
such as studies, future, exams, frenship, etc..
always prepare 4 d worst.. ^^
thinking of d worst things wil b happen..

wat if my studies nt gud enuf o?
wat if my future jz ruins out like tat?
wat if my exams cant get gud results o?
wat if my frenz cant communicate v me anymore?

i hav been ask myself many ques..
ask bout ''wat if''..
but everytime d ans sure wil b d same..
which is.. which is.. which is..
i cant find any ans which is suitable 2 my ques..

many times wanna ask my frenz bout tis ques..
but couldnt open my mouth..
duno how 2 ask them..
coz sure they think tat i m quite a silly d..
n sure they wil ask me many ques d..
tat time is their turns 2 ask me ques instead of me..
hehe..

thus i better keeps those silly ques v me..
jz rocken tat those silly ques nva exist b4 in my mind..
ntg can i do more..
coz i started 2 lost my communcation skils v my frenz..
many times i wanna tell them bout wat im thinking..
but i duno how.. duno how 2 express myself..

last time..
i do tell them bout wat im thinking..
i do tell them wat i wanna say out..
i do tell them watever i can say out d things..
but now..
i do cant tell them..
mayb i was quite tired gua..

haizz..
reli tired lerr..
cant handle so much things liao lu..
but i wil try my best 2 handle it d..
^,^

:: Exam :: Communication :: Relationship :: Emotion ::

EXAM mood cuming again lo..
everyone is looks very stressful..
study n study..
struggle n struggle v d revision books..
sum din cum n sum din listen 2 teachers..
all doin own things..

COMMUNICATION oso bcum less..
especially btw frens n family members..
understanding is nt as strong as last time it did..
now is quite hard 4 everyone 2 sit down on d same table..
n start a simple conservation 2gather..
even it do start a simple conservation..
but it will b end up after a short while..

RELATIONSHIP bcum fader n fader..
such as relationship btw frenz..
tis is wat v (teenagers) face d most..
due to hav 2 get study harder n harder..
n sit 4 d exam which cuming soon..
as soon as possible..
cant reli noe wat is goin on..
hav 2 identify ourselves..

EMOTION oso run 2wards me..
everyday bcum emotional..
bcum less chit-chat v frens..
less gossiping v frens..
coz i scared if i open my mouth sure talk sumtings nt suitable..
scared will 'tersinggung' perasaan frens..
less talk more safe..
hehe..

>> SomeThings Realised By SomeOnes <<

i was very 'k' tis week..
even 'my mum' [jia min] oso cum n ask me wat happen to me o..
she can c tat i was very 'k' tis few days..
but i couldn't ans her ques o..
act i not i couldn't ans her ques..
is jz tat i duno how 2 ans her ques..
she offer kinda suprising ques 2 me suddenly..
she is d ony one who dare 2 ask me wat happen 2 me nowadays..
when she ask me tis ques..
i kinda stun jor..
i couldn't imagine tat 'ma' wil ask me like tat d lo..
but nvm la..
i jz wanna tel her tat i wanna cry d..
but i tink i din tel her so..
coz i was try 2 elak myself from letting her knowing d truth..
anyways, i manage 2 elak myself from ans her ques o..
hehe.. =p

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act my mood was stil ok 2day d..
it was bcoz gt sumone sms me such in d morning.. [ 5.30am ]
it was an hr b4 i wake up usually..
after tat i cant sleep bac..
haizz.. = ="
lastly fall asleep at 6am..
but 6.30 ald hav 2 wake up n prepare 2 go sch..

reached sch gt farewell ceremony 4 d pengetua..
laughed n laughed at d ceremony..
quite a waste energy..
very tired oso o..
after tat no more mood..
cant even spare d energy 2 talked n laughed..
so can defined tat 2day my face was :( d..

i was not very 'song' a person 2day oso.. [ py ]
i dun wanna talked 2 her even a sentence..
usually she manage 2 make me smile by kacau me d..
[ wat a silly way 2 kacau ppl ] = ="
but 2day i dun even feel comfortable 2 sit v her..
[ tis feeling usually occur when i was sitting nex
2 a person who is nt very close 2 me ]
i oso noe tat she was hard 2 say anything 2 me 2day..
i can noe tat she is trying 2 noe bout wat happen 2 me 2day..
bt it seems tat she had failed..
i din even tel her anything..
unless she ask me sumthing o talked sumting 2 me..
den ony i wil reply her..
otherwise i wont open my mouth 2 say anything v her..
she had sit bside me quite a long time..
but i was wish tat i could b alone d whole day..
i tink she noe me nid time..
at last she went back 2 her own place again..
n countinue do her things..

wat a funny thing happen oso..
lt ask me whether i was argue v py anot..
i duno wat make they think like tis..
even ws oso ask me 2 same ques..
i reli duno how 2 ans they all lo..
** mayb they think when i throw 2 maths books 2 ws tat time suddenly py scold me gua.. but can c tat py was reli angry n scolding me la.. but i din ans bac her scoldings.. jz continue doin my things bac.. n i oso din talked 2 py almost d whole day in d class.. but she gt go n sit next 2 me la.. **


i noe i was nt supposed 2 treat my frenz like tis 2day..
but i reli dun wanna open my mouth n split some words from it..
** wat i say 2 'sai see' n 'ma' is true.. i wanna cry whenever i told them tat i do wanna cry.. i mean it.. but i wont able 2 do so in front of them d.. i jz wanna 'fat sit' ony la.. if nt i scared i reli wil hav tears rolling down my face o.. hehe.. **

~ LoVe ConFu$!nG !! ~

L0V3 is almost everything in tis world 4 us..
no matter wat kind of love it was..
family love @ frenz love @ true love @ etc..
but i think normally will b true love is confusing..
it probably coz of duno how 2 handle it carefully..
hence it surely wil b affect sumting tat v had now..

hmm.. den u sure wil b jz like 2 emo in tis pic..
crying n crying..
till d pillow oso bcum wet..
cant sleep coz keeps on thinking n thinking..
bout d person u wanna c..
mind full of d memories..
especially those sweet memories..

but when it was gone..
jz ony those sweet memories wil b in ur mind..
jz hopin tat one day everything wil b change..
change bek 2 last time it was..
bek 2 happy time..
** dreaming.. lying 2 urself.. **

as time goes on..
no matter in wat..
things wil b change..
without waiting ppl n time..
its a matter bout wat wil b happen..
either is good @ bad..
thus look forward..
** time goes on without waiting.. **

love is likely a sharp knife in d heart..
easy 2 stabbed in..
but hard 2 take it out..
eventhough it can b taken out..
however it wil stil left a deep scar on it..
it wont b disappear..
it is left thr 4ever..
** love does hurt deeply.. **

(n_n) what ur name all about ?? (n_n)

A = You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
B = You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C = You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it.
D = You have trouble trusting people.
E = You are a very exciting person.
F = Everyone loves you.
G = You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H = You are not judgmental.
I = You are always smiling and making others smile.
J = Jealously
K = You like to try new things.
L = Love is something you deeply believe in.
M = Success comes easily to you.
N = You like to work, but you always want a break.
O = You are very open-minded.
P = You are very friendly and understanding.
Q = You are a hypocrite.
R = You are a social butterfly.
S = You are very broad-minded.
T = You have an attitude, a big one.
U = You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
V = You have a very good physique and looks.
W = You like your privacy.
X = You never let people tell you what to do.
Y = You cause a lot of trouble.
Z = You're always fighting with someone.
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C = You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it.
H = You are not judgmental.
I = You are always smiling and making others smile.
N = You like to work, but you always want a break.
G = You have excellent ways of viewing people.

OR

S = You are very broad-minded.
U = You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
S = You are very broad-minded.
A = You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
N = You like to work, but you always want a break.

OR

C = You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it.
L = Love is something you deeply believe in.
A = You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
S = You are very broad-minded.
S = You are very broad-minded.
I = You are always smiling and making others smile.
C = You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it.

OR

L = Love is something you deeply believe in.
S = You are very broad-minded.
C = You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it.
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** wow.. i got many definition of my name o.. keke ;p **