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haloz.. 2day ony i write my 4th blog o.. hehe.. coz y'day i was lazy n i couldn't use d com oso o..

so let's start at d day b4 2day la.. tats was y'day.. keke..

=p

29th of dec...

i slept at 3.xx am o.. hehe..

coz i had chat v sumone by msging o..

msg v my ex..

i was happy 2 chat v him at tat moments..

coz v wil chat watever..

i ask him anything..

he ans me everything..

within tat moments i chat v him..

i had a kind of feelings..

tats..

i miss him..

however i realised tat its gud 2 b his fren..

more den b his gf..

coz as a couple tat was a limit..

while chatting..

but when chat v him as a fren..

i can chat many things v him..

tat nite i jz like dun wan end up d chat v him..

hope d nite can b last..

hehe..

how silly i was o..

at d morning i had 2 go bac 2 church once again!!

coz of d stupid board..

haizz.. very sienz d la..

each week oso had 2 go bac 2 church..

even thr is no meeting 4 gb..

den tat day i go bac v ws n ym ony..

v took photos of d brass n percussion d instruments..

2 b paste on d board next sat..

n sumone had 2 belanja us 2 eat o..

coz he came late..

kaka..

after tat v go 2 summer at 5.xx lo..

v play n eat at thr..

as usual lo..

hehe..

v play cards n wooden blocks..

v play til crazy d..

luckily ym gt bring her camera o..

while v play..

v keeps on recording n taking photos o..

haha..

30th of dec..

which is 2day la..

at d morning i went swimming v ym n pj..

at w.suet d hse [[ our swimming teacher oso o.. xD ]]

2day fm n ws din go v us..

coz d reason is.. is.. is..

fm having her ''problem'' n she sick ald o..

sick til d voice oso bcum very ''sexy'' n ''man'' o..

felt worried bout her..

duno y she so weak oso d..

haha.. =p

n ws as usual d reason lo..

cant wake up early..

haizz..

tis reason ald bcum her main reason d la..

always like tis d..

always used 2 it d la..

after swim v go eat at kfc [[ at pudu d ]]..

den v go bac 2 ym d hse lo..

ajak ws 2 cum along n play millionaire lo..

while waiting 4 ws 2 cum..

v play cards 1st lo..

n i noe tat my luck 4 2day was gud o..

coz i ald win 4 d 1st round ''tai di''..

haha..

after she cum v quickly start play millionaire..

at 1st pj very fast ald can buy many lands..

but d others 3 stil waiting 4 d suitable lands 2 b own o..

hehe..

as d longer time v played..

pj always terkena our lands..

especillay those lands v many hses build on it..

kaka..

she keeps on paying d money..

pay til her cash all bcum less ald..

it did happens d same things 2 ym oso o..

but ws n i keeps on accept money from ym n pj..

hohohohoho.. ^o^

so tats mean in tis game gt 2 losers n 2 winners..

very proportional o..

but at last i was d winner of d whole game..

wahahaha.. Y (^,^) Y

at 6.xx pm v play other game..

v play ''kham min toi''..

4 of us.. py n ws d sis [[ wy ]]..

6 ppl playing it o..

wy very odd when playing v us o..

she always keeps silent while playing..

mayb she is stil small la..

so wil b kekok when faced v 5 sot sot d big jie jie la..

hehe.. ^.^"

but stil fun when play v a little mui mui o..

v play til ym d mum oso came bac o..

v left ym d hse at almost 7 pm lu..

n now i m sitting here 2 write tis blog la..

=p

[[[ @m ! w0rThy 4 mY Fr3nz ?? ]]]

hmm.. 2day ntg special happen on me o..
hehe.. so lucky.. n_n
jz tat i had kinda feeling after read py d msn blog..
i realised tat humans is not easy 2 b..
humans can hav alot of pro..
but thr is ony one things v can do..
tats solve d pro by our own..
jz make it positive n u wil b able 2 solve it easily..

however, when i open my msn spaces..
i saw tat py post a blog..
n its title --> 'haizz..'
hehe.. wat a silly title..
at 1st i tot tat her title @ her blog gt a bit related 2 me..
i scared my terrible bad mood on wed..
wil b affected her..
coz i noe tat py is a gal tat easily affected by her frenz..
especially frenz always b around her..

anyways.. i duno wat her blog bout..
i jz hope tat she wil b ok soon..
remains as d same sot sot py tat v all noe from 1st..
keke ^.^

act sumtimes i felt n think tat i m not worthy 4 my frenz around me 2 cares @ do anythings @ make me happy @ bertolak ansur v me d..

coz i think tat i m a [yeh man] d fren.. who b fren v me wil b their most bad luck in their life o [i think so]..

hehe..

BUT.. i reli thx my frenz who willing cares 4 me, think 4 me, do anythings 4 me..

makes happy always b v me, bertolak ansur v me..

tis wat make me love my frenz much n much o..

yeah!!

frenz..

love

u

all

much

n

4ever

!!!

** ! Luv da FeeL **

my mood was bad these few days.. duno wats wrong v me o.. hehe.. these few days i felt tat i dun wanna meet anyone @ any frenz d.. coz i think tat if i meet v them.. i wil mayb affect their mood oso d.. scared make them feel bad in mood as i did..

but i reli wanna meet v 2 ppl during these few day o.. who r fm n lc.. 2 of d old frenz.. which ald noe each other bout 4 yrs lu.. i realised tat now i ony can freely talked anything v 2 of them d.. without any halangan automatically i wil tel them everything tat i wanna tel..

last nite fm call me.. she told me tat her mood was bad.. same as mine o.. hehe.. =x

v talked in d fone bout 1 hr.. after d talk my mood ald bcum better n better lu.. everytime oso like tat d.. each time fm call me n v talked n talked.. my mood wil b better d.. every pros bcum fade n fade in my mind.. feels more relief n happy ald lu..

y'day was my bad mood day.. d worst one.. i reli wanna go n find lc n fm d.. dun wan go bac 2 church.. felt very annoyed 2 go bac.. very sienz d.. but i cant go find them oso.. coz both of them oso not free..

one had 2 stay at home n took care her siblings.. another one had 2 got out v ppl d.. n i oso had 2 go bac 2 church.. haizz.. so cant go out lo..

how i wish tat 3 of us can go out n gai gai, talked n talked, shared things btw us, laughed n laughed.. haha..

i m dreaming o.. =p

@ diaryz @

24th of dec...

x'mas eve reach.. i go 2 summer v a gang of frenz.. v play til very crazy n noisy at thr.. til d whole cafe oso full of our screams n laughs.. an enjoyable memont tat v had on tat nite.. v left d cafe bout 2.xx am.. v walked bac 2 our home.. during d journey 6 of us walked through d pudu lrt station n thr was very scary.. coz thr was no one was walking thr.. except 6 of us.. a gang of soh poh walking thr.. =x.. v walked faster n faster as v saw a man followed us at d lrt station..

thr was 4 of them stay at ym d hse.. my sis n i had 2 went bac home.. d most funny is.. 4 of them send us home.. wait us reach our home ony they left.. coz they scared my sis n i wil b diculik @ ditangkap @ dirampas brg @ etc..

tat nite they all sleep at ym's hse n chat n play til very 'early in d morning'.. hehe.. luckily dia sleep early den 3 of d soh poh..--> ym*ws* py.. coz dia stil hav 2 work on d next day..

** @ r3mArkAbl3 x'mAs 3v3 @




25th of dec...

x'mas.. i go out n find lc.. at summer again.. ^,^.. tis is d 2nd time i go out v her during sch hols.. i was late.. v eat n play at summer.. i order zha jiang mian n she order ma la mian.. she said tat she more prefer 2 eat zha jiang mian den eat ma la mian.. she kept staring at my zha jiang mian.. n i kept make fun of her.. haha.. =p

after v eat, v go gai gai at ts n sg wang.. she gai gai sambil working.. her work was easy n fast n no fixed time.. v walked til tired n go bac 2 ts.. v go 2 7th floor n sit on d bench.. v talked n talked.. talked bout our 2007's life.. talked bout our studies.. talked bout our frenz.. v spend almost 2 hrs at thr.. ^.*

den v go 2 borders n sit at a corner.. n v continued talked n talked.. but mostly is talked bout out frenz.. i was felt like very comfortable when talked v lc.. she listened 2 me.. n she oso wil tell me bout her things, feelings, family.. v shared everything tat v had.. n i realised tat lc ald grow even mature.. keke.. at 1st.. she tell me tat she had 2 leave at 4pm d..coz she had 2 go c her grandma at hospital.. but v talked n chat til 5pm.. coz her dad said tat her grandma ald wanna go out of hospital soon.. so she nonid go 2 hospital lo..

my sis went 2 meet v us at summer.. again at summer.. hehe.. den v go eat dinner outside 2gather.. v eat til very late o.. bout 9.xx pm er.. when v bac a funny things happened.. hehe.. as v walked bac, an 'alien' cum near us n said sumthings 2 us.. he said, ''berpura-pura''.. n he kept repeat d words.. duno wat he repeat oso d... swt=.=''.. den lc took her hp out n show like she wanna press.. 999.. haha.. 2 make a police call o.. den d 'alien' quickly walked infront of us.. tat time v realised tat d 'alien' can act walk 2m/seconds d..he walked as fast as a sports car did.. den 3 of us laughed n laughed.. suddenly lc said tat she act at d beginning shud said 3 words 2 d 'alien'.. which is ''sembilan, sembilan, sembilan''.. a dial 2 police station.. v kept laughing til v reach d lrt station.. lc gonna bac home v lrt ma.. den at thr v end up our x'mas day out o..

@ r3laXabL3 DaY @




26th of dec...

it was wed.. i went 2 tuition as usual i did.. duno y my mood was bad.. all of my frenz was afraid of me.. duno wats goin on v me.. they stayed away from me as they duno wat make my mood bad 2day.. hehe.. pj kept asking me wats wrong v me?? n i tel her tat ntg happened.. as i walked 2 sch 2gather v py n pj.. they not reli noe wat 2 do v me.. n i felt tat i make d them wondering oso.. especially py.. she kept silent as v walked bac 2 sch.. hehe.. her mood affected by mine a bit..

d jk asked us 2 go bac n finished up 2 board.. den i go bac 2 church v ym after v buy d exercise books at sch.. tat time ony me n ym go bac.. py n ws go 2 meet v siew bee.. py din go bac coz she gt tuition after tat.. but ws said tat she might not goin bac d.. ym n i go take bus at d fajar bus stop.. as v waited n waited 4 bout more den 1 hr.. wit those exercise books.. very heavy.. luckily gt ym helped me take sum.. thr is no bus coming.. n i gt angry n angry.. y d jk asked us 2 go bac n finish up d board??!! n v call him lo.. act wanna asked whether he reached church ald anot.. den he said tat he cant go bac coz of emergency.. n he oso said tat he ald asked sl n sc 2 go bac church.. 2 helped us.. tat moment my mood getting worse n worse.. coz of a reason.. d reason was.. ony fm noe it.. haha..

after v finish d board, sc go bac home.. but she got a person 2 fetch her o.. n v had 2 walked 2 mamat n eat.. 4 of us.. eat at d mamat.. although thr r 4 of us.. but ony 2 ppl talked n talked.. which was sl n ws lo.. as usual d la.. both of them can talked many n non stop d.. n i kept silent all d day.. i jz gav them respons v a simple smile.. ntg much word out of my mouth.. after tat sl d father reach n fetch her home oso.. left 3 of us lo.. v went 2 bus stop n wait d bus 2 cum.. i remains d same.. til d bus reached..

at d bus stop they asked me whether i wanna go whr.. n i tel them tat i wil tel them when in d bus.. hehe.. den at last i told them tat i wanna go 2 summer.. they jz gv me a respon which is ''again!!''.. haha..

den v spend our time at summer lo.. 3 of us.. v play cards.. v play ''tai di'' lo.. i kept lose n lose.. sob sob T.T.. den gt one time ym gav d wrong amount of cards.. i gt more n ws gt less.. den i had 2 let ws 2 take one cards from mine lo.. so tat d amount of cards wil b equal lo.. den she dare 2 take my ''tai di'' from me o.. geramnya.. i react very over tat time.. all d customers at thr looking at me.. trying 2 figured out y i mz react so over leh.. hehe.. tat time i so pai seh la.. haizz...

den v go bac home lo.. it was raining out thr.. aiyo.. luckily fm borrowed her umbrella 2 me.. hehe.. den i jz use tat umbrella lo.. ws n ym dun wan use d.. they more prefer 2 gt wet d.. swt.. tat time i take bek d plastic bag n exercise books v me lo.. since ym ald take d plastic bag 4 me all d day.. sumore its raining now.. i scared d books inside d bag wil gt wet oso..

tat time they walked as fast as they could.. but i cant.. i was ald tired.. n i had 2 take d bag n books n d umbrella v my hands.. very tiring.. everytime i walked v 2 of them surely i wil b d last one at d bac.. duno y leh.. mayb coz i duno wat 2 said 2 them gua.. everytime oso like tis d.. i ald used 2 it lu.. but tat time i felt tat d gap btw me n 2 of them r getting bigger n bigger.. d most funny is they can jz walked n walked til they r at very infront of me.. n i was left very behind of them.. they jz like nva stop 4 a while n wait me.. they did wait me but its ald a very long time they walked n talked btw them lu.. hehe.. den since i had ntg 2 talked v them i jz walked by myself lo.. den i tried 2 handle my bag n books carefully in order 2 kept them dried..

@ a BaD MooD DaY @