Firefly as a Comfort

yesterday night...

i was hardly to fall into sleep as usual...
i was thinking the arrival of 21st December 2012...
what will be happening on that historical date?
some were saying that our Earth will be demolish on that very special day...
some were saying that there is no Sun continually for three days...
of course i am hoping for the second assumption to happens...
but will the three days become our nightmares?
absence of Sun...
without the Sun, there is no lights...
without lights, mankind were as blindfold by a piece of cloth...
there might be chances of germs attacking around the world in the darkness...
there might be crimes happening around the world as our days and nights are in darkness...
there might be chances of getting insane as we can't differentiate days and nights during 24 hours darkness...
who will survive after three days?
no one knows what is going to be after three days...
yet i am listing all the necessary things needed by my family to survive the historical dates...
all inside my mind...
it was definitely disturbed by "21st December 2012"...
it was panicking, barely to calm down itself...
perhaps music could helps...
 
before i fell asleep on my bed...
i went to the bathroom...
once i got down from my bed, i saw a blinking spot on the floor...
i thought it was one of my sparkling star stickers fall off from the puzzle...
so i picked it up on the spot...
but it fell again...
i tried few times to pick it up...
failed every times...
at last i switched on the lights...
then only i realised that it was a glowing insect...
just similar to firefly that glows in the night...
but obviously that the insect in my room wasn't a firefly...
yet i still felt grateful that it was my second times of seeing glowing insects...
for me, it was destiny for me to see insects glowing in front of me...
in such a close distance...
because for some other people, they might not even get the chances as i do...
i appreciate it a lots, inside my heart actually thanked for the presence of "Firefly"...
i had assumed it was a comfort from God...

Thank You.
~End of My Blog of The Day~

stared at the keyboard, thinking how should I start my new post, I wanted to post something but...what should I post right now? I can't reach to the bottom of my heart and dig the rocks out of there, better it melt by lava and never stays at the same place ever again. ~,~

time passed really difficult to chase it back and make it happens once more time. Every day that we have is a bless from God, so my friends, you should appreciate time and use it well, without regrets and hatreds. ^^

2012

heart really felt kinda heavy and depressed recently..
it seemed like something stays on top of it..
every things contrary to my wish..
2012 just began..
i really don't know whether my rest of the year will be better or worst..
hopefully things will be on the right path after this..
i need the {!(  @)  !*  %  !$  &  @)  *}  or  {!#  (  !^  !  #  !@  %}...

THINNER spread

im absolutely out of idea now..

felt so blank for the whole day..

CNY almost reach..

and i get a shit from u (unknown) !!!

what kind of CNY mood should i have??

one of my precious things in my life get ruined..

my Car~

thinner all over the right side of it..

making a new tattoo along the right side..

all the paint came out like a snake prepared to change its skin..

a pearl white skin became a silver-grey bone..

haizz....

i was wondering whether it is my fault..

and are u an enemy of mine?

why always get bad things after a happy one?

Frenz & Family

hehe.. Monday skype skype v my Sai See using PY's laptop o~
1st time doing tat leh.. keke.. feeling awkward~
chatting v a buddy thru laptop screen instead of meeting face by face..=.="
but i was playing hp games tat time.. din reli concentrate on wat she said.. paiseh ar.. kaka..=P
i think its hard 2 let me skype often lu.. coz i dun even hav a laptop or webcam.. sad sad~ T-T


y'day having a whole afternoon time v my Leng Lui at my hse o.. sitting in front of d computer n boiling horror movie tat she had ald watched 4 a thousand time (i guessed).. but she stil willing 2 watch it again v me o.. i stil ask her many silly ques bout d movie contents n said things tat doesn't make sense at all.. wakaka..XD
luckily she gt giv me every response.. haha


just now my sis suddenly ask me 2 watch HAPPY FEET 2 v her at 1U..
=.="
nearby my hse gt Jusco Cheras Selatan ma..
y she must go 1U watch leh???
so far away from my hse la...!!!!!!!!
at last i rejected her..
but actually i noe tat she wanna go thr 2 c sumone instead of watch movie d..
hahahahahaha..........
*evil sis*

WOO-HOOOO !!!!

haha..

i just came bac from racing..

it's a car racing o~~~

i was racing v a taxi driver..

but of course, at d end he won la..

coz i slow down my speed as i wanna turn into another direction..

but tat taxi driver unbelievably hit 2 d max speed & turn 2 d same direction as i did..

wowww........

uncle 拼了老命都要跟我斗!!!!!!
shud b awarded a medal 4 him..

perhaps a ‘死要脸’ punya medal..

wakaka... XD

by d time i saw his taxi drove getting far away from mine..

i grinned as y he so old ald stil wanna race on d highway..

oopss.... now i started 2 worry whether i gt captured anot..

hehe.. =P

*wat a wonderful & exciting morning*

one week passed by so easily..

formed a memory for my family..

i'll miss u always..

OFFICIALLY MISSING YOU

(n_n)