=.= stressin around d corner =.=

2day i think i finally noe tat d time left 4 me 2 sit 4 my SPM was jz a few month..
i finally noe tat thr is no time 4 me 2 playing fool around anymore..
hmmm..
hav 2 b more serious again jor..
hav 2 work hard in order 2 gt wat i wan..

start 2 hav stress on me jor..
duno wat hav 2 b start 1st..
no aim..
no direction..
no determination..
im getting confused bout tis..
whether i wanna gt wat i wan ???
or i jz wanna let it go jz like tat ???
without trying at all ???
hmmm..
i think i cant la..
coz tis is not exactly who m i..
^^


but now im stil finding my way 2 gt through tis 'wall'..
a quite high d 'wall' [SPM]..
wat i hav 2 noe is which way i gonna use 2 climb through tis 'wall'..
i cant jz sit at here n wait 4 sumone 2 cum n help me..
its an impossible things..
neither my frenz nor my family is able 2 help me..
if i ald gv up b4 i try 2 climb tis 'wall'..
[[ ..jz as wat ms. lee told us 2day.. ]]

sumtimes i quite like 2 hear ms. lee 2 mumble 2 us..
coz she noe wat is d best 4 us..
as she had been sch teacher 4 so many yrs..
so much experiences o..
hehe..^.-

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act o..
2day my mood at sch was quite bad d..
coz of tis stupid stress lo..
sumore nt enuf sleep leh..
sure gt a bit unstable d la..
keke..
den wanna b a 'ham bao ching' again o..
wanna told sai see d..
but din oso..
coz o..
she so hapi coz gt streamyx ald instead of tmnet..
hehe.. wat a silly gal.. n_n

anyways..
at last of sch ald okiie jor..
coz can watch free show er..
wakaka.. xD
perform by honey n ws o..
both of them bin tai d..
play til so crazy..
honey molest ws o..
ws d reaction very big d lo..
screams n jump here jump thr..
jz like a monkey la..
haizzz..
luckily v all ald biasa jor..
especially those who sit near them o..
=.="

2day d last sub is bi er..
double period sumore..
sumting kek sui d things happen ler..
suddenly ms. lee call out d names of those who din pass up book from february..
den im one of them.. =.="
aiiyoo..
kena jor..
den gt 6 ppl lo.. [ guess ony ]
6 of us hav 2 sit d most in front of her leh..
yerrr.. very hard 2 tahan d lo..
den gt me, py, ws, lf, sw, bk..
den 6 of us sit pair by pair d..
py v me, ws v lf, sw v bk..
den she oso say tat everytime bi period oso hav 2 sit like 2day..
aiiyerr..
means i hav 2 sit v py lo..
sure cant tahan d..

act i was sitting v jy d..
but duno y py oso kena coz din pass up book..
den py hav 2 sit in front oso..
tis make sai see hav 2 sit v jy o..
sai see so mou gu o..
keke..
hav 2 sit v sumore tat is so hak yan chang d..

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den 2day teman ym go secret recipe..

buy cake 4 sumone..

den after tat ym n py go home..

left me n py la..

both of us go do hw at summer..

i think both of us mayb play at thr instead of do hw o..

play n play.. den eat n eat..

she keep on urut my thumb leh..

d injured wan leh..

she kept on find whr is d pain..

den i reli scared she can find whr is d pain lo..

i try 2 take bac my hands..

wahh.. her energy quite strong oso o..

den gt sumtimes she managed 2 find d pain..

coz she incidently bent my thumb..

but den i stil hold my emotions..

prevent she noe whr is it..

if she noe..

sure she wil urut d..

den sure i scream n cry d..

coz reli pain la..

T.T

honey 2day kek sui er..

suddenly tel me tat she was unhappy ler..

during chemist..

huh?? wat happen leh??

is her kai ma gt anything ma??

or her family gt anythings happen o??

reli gt things happen makes her unhappy d ma??

hmmm.. y she always told ppl halfway ony d..

?-?

!!! Rainy Day !!!

2day seems very moody o..
i mean most of my frenz..
included me oso la..
coz i was in my period time n raining 2day errly in d morning sumore..
haizzz.. make me dun wanna talk so much la..
[[ speechless ]]

but i duno y they was such a quiet 2day o..
usually they wont d..
sure gt many things 2 talk bout d..
hmm.. wat happens leh??

lc is one of them..
she duno y ald move 2 other place when thr was an empty place..
den left me alone lo..
its stil okiie..
coz i think she probably wanna study d..
den i din hav 2 think 2 much..
keke.. ^^

den honey is d other one..
duno y o..
she 2day quite kek sui d o..
she go sit v lc b4 recess 2day..
den go sit v sai see after recess..
din sit at her own place d..
hmm.. she no mood wanna talk v us??
or she thinkng of her kai ma??
but how unhappy oso she wont scold us d..
keke.. ^^

d 3rd wan is sai see..
coz i sit alone den py cum n sit v me a while lo..
den she seems very quiet during tat time o..
she kept on read her book..
she usually very talkative d o..
den when maths tat time i go sit v her lo..
left py thr alone v sleeping ws..
wakaka xD..
den i disturb her lo..
den she gv me sum response lo..
okiie lo if like tat..
after a while den she bcum usually again..
but when say bout her things..
she bcum no mood again d..
haizz..
wat happen leh??
who is she leh??
hmm.. is sai see srgue v 'her'??
mayb sai see wil tel me one day d..
keke.. ^^

hmm.. i hink 2day d most abormal wan is py lo..
she 2day duno wat happen la..
totally differ from us d..
ppl no mood..
she gt mood d lo..
sumore is a very gud mood leh..
aiiyoo..
wat kind of person is she d o??
always wan differ from others..
..alien..
=.="

injured thumb (joint) =.="

haizz..
duno wats wrong v my thumb lo..
pain til now..
oso haven okiie yet..
from sat til now ald..
stil pain..
even u jz touch a bit..
=.="

act mon early morning ald okie d..
but coz of fighting v py..
den pain again liao [terseliuh my thumb again!!]..
wahh..
tis time pain last longer lo..
last til now..
ald almost 3 days jor..

everytime do anythings or wat..
my thumb d joint will b sure pain d..
aiiyoo..
very ma fan la..

2day during bio time..
honey urut 4 me..
but luckily she do not urut d rite place..
whr my pain act was..
if not sure i pain til cry due to very pain..
a small move oso can make d joint at my thumb feel very pain d lo..
duno when it will b okiee leh??
haizz..

:D FaVouRite BaBy ^^

hehe..

2day at kfc v py..

i saw a baby very cute d lo..

i duno whether d baby is a gal or a boy..

den she very cerdik d lo..

coz tis baby is d ony one who response 2 me..

among all d babies tat i kacau..

keke xD

tis baby very cute lo..

very i kacau her/him..

he/she response me bac very fast lo..

when i 'fong tin' v my eyes..

tis baby do d same things as i did o..

but she/he gt one extra action is..

open n close d mouth bsides of 'fong tin' 2 me..

haha..

very comel la..

d ony baby v such a fast response leh..

~ LaTe GhoSt ~

wasai o..
tis few days always slept very early o..
almost 2 am er..
all oso coz of d stupid add maths project..
hav 2 do tis n do tat..

den i almost black out now..
reli cant tahan jor..
very san fu o..
especially my eyes..

tis is d 3rd day..
n now my eyes jz like burning d..
walao ehhh..
reli wanna sleep jor..
if not sure i die ald d..

-: sorry, grandpa n grandma :-

jz nw c py d blog o..
she wrote bout her grandma..
den i was reading d..
it makes me remind of my grandma er..
she ald not healthy 4 3 yrs jor..
i oso not reli like 2 go 2 my grandma hse d..
so seldom wil go thr n visit her d..
den nw more bad ler..
ald 1/2 yr din go n c her jor..
kinda miss her..
duno how was her health..
same as my grandpa oso..

haizz..
im so bad la..
such a lazy..
not ''hau sun'' oso d..
sure my grandparents disappointed v me d la..
as im d cucu perempuan they like d most..
==

``` day ```

2day early in d morning ald hav 2 go bek 2 church jor..
4 d band n dance practice d..
den plus gt pioneer council meeting o..
sumore 2day is capt. pui yee d b'day..
n oso off. anita d belated b'day (25/6)..
wakaka..

walao o..
my mum suddenly came 2 church n find me o..
she ask me whr is my sis..
y go out oso din tel her..
y i as a sister oso teman my sis 2 do like tis..
y i so immature jz like my sis..
y i always berpihak 2 my sis..
y i always help my sis 2 lies her..
so many so many ques..
den i oso din ans her ques..
i jz sms my sis..
telling her tat i jz tel my mum tat she go 2 genting ald..
den i oso said tat i dun wan care anything but both of them..
very ma guai fan d..

my mum jz like a mad woman..
kept on scolding me..
scold n scold..
stop 5 sec den continue again..
aiiyooo..
she wont tired d meh? [ geng ]
den she went off jor..

reli very san fu la..
hav 2 help my sis 2 handle my mum..
den hav 2 b spy 4 my mum..
mum always ask me bout my sis..
i jz like a middle man btw them..
more difficult den a normal middle man o..
almost gv them make me gone crazy d la..

den i continue v my practice v them..
wahh.. a few new steps oso make me dizzy jor..
cant catch up er..
hehe ^^
but managed 2 catch up abit la..

den 2day d whole evening oso go out v honey o..
go photostat those invitation cards..
go buy yogurt cheese cakes at secret recipes..
go kenny roggers buy honey d lunch..
go d store buy my fone..
den finally take bus go bek church lu..
hehe..
so tired o..
n thirsty oso..

after put tat cake 2 d fridge..
den both of us go 2 mamat n hav drinks..
hehe xD
drink ald 2 glass of teh o ais limau er..
den ony our thirsty gone..

den jz now gt meeting til 8 pm er..
go mamat after tat..
as usual sit thr 2 eat n chit chat lo..
til 10 pm ony v go leh..
hehe..
luckily my dad willing 2 cum n fetch us er..
coz he haven eat dinner yet d tat time..
so late jor..
scared he gt gastric o..
if he din cum n fetch us..
sure no bus can cum bek d la..
hav 2 take taxi ald d..
^^ my gud daddy o..